I am a visionary.

Q: What is a fantasy home?

A: The fantasy home is holding a kite line with a long and long dream, and unrealistic imagination in a dream black hole with only a trace of light.

I am sixteen years old and I am going to attend a school with no beauty. I am very overbearing and have a bad temper. I have a face that most people have. I am really ordinary, but not ordinary: I It is a veritable visionary.

I will hold a doll every day, look at the sky, and the sky will always be like the blue that was splashed with ink.

I am always imagining the future life that is unlikely to happen: the year of the joint entrance exam, I was surprised by everyone's expectations - I became the only one in the "broken" school, and all the envious eyes cast at that moment. I was hungry for every inch of my place; that year I was admitted to the university I had dreamed of. In the four years of college, I never hanged the subject and achieved great success. Soon, four years of college life was relaxed and happy. Spend the atmosphere. After that, I went to work in the unit I expected, and my life was quiet and full.

I am almost perfect in that fantasy time, but only then will I have that success, only the trajectory of life there will change with my expectations, only where the dream will become special, It seems that you can touch the body of your dreams when you reach out, and then it will slowly approach, get closer, closer, more and more... and finally it will be perfectly combined with you.

Have to admit: I really fantasize.

But I also have a fatal weakness. This weakness is enough to defeat me. It is enough to make me lose my poor self-confidence. It is very vicious, but I accept its viciousness. It slowly erodes my self-confidence, which makes all dreams only exist in fantasy.

But I can't do anything about it.

So, I willingly let myself sink.

But the reality does not seem to make me sink.

So, I always ask myself: Do you want to continue? Do you want to continue? Will there be results if we continue?

The answer is always: no more, and no more results. There was a moment to give up, but in the end it was defeated.

Still continue to be a visionary! A dreamer full of dreams!

Third day: Zhou Qiao