Self-report of the heart

I love to laugh, I am a lively and lovely girl. I love crying, I am a sentimental girl. I love to play, I am a cheerful girl. I am very fond of trouble, I am a girl who makes heaven.

As time passed, I changed.

In my impression, there is always a smile that is fearless and is called "the girl of the doll" every day. That is the former me, dressed clean and beautiful every day, carrying a schoolbag and going to school with my mother. At that time, I was happy, with a long braid, and a natural beauty. Today, my impression is that a girl who doesn't like to laugh, doesn't like to make trouble, keeps short hair, is who I want to be.

I love to cry, my heart is soft.

When I was 5 or 6 years old, I experienced things that my peers had not experienced. In that year, my mother was ill and I was very ill. I am afraid of losing my mother. Mother suffered from iron deficiency anemia. I remember the most profound thing: that night, my father and I were asleep, my mother was going to the toilet. The bed was quite high. My mother fell to the ground and pulled the light rope down. I was awakened. My mother also accidentally deleted my father's slap, and my father woke up. Was shocked by my mother. On the ground, a pool of blood flowed. The next day, my mother went to the hospital. During that year, I was in a nightmare every day. I didn't dare to cry. I was afraid that my mother would be sad, so I never talked back to my mother and be a prostitute. Later, my mother was fine, and I gradually became happy.

Later, because of one thing, I made up my mind - I want to be strong, don't cry easily. I am rebellious, I will not let anyone bully me, and I will not let myself be wronged again. So, I became very savage and became very powerful.

My good friend once said: "You are too embarrassed, no one wants to grow up."

why? am I wrong? I didn't want to worry my parents, I didn't let myself cry, I became very savage.

Now that I have changed, I will never return. I am trying hard to lick my temper, not letting myself be tempted by my own temper, but sometimes I can't help it. Please don't mess with me anymore, ok?

So be it! No longer change for anyone.

I am a good boy, I also have my own ideas, don't force me too much? I will study hard, I will use my mind, use my wisdom, and let myself progress.

I am also a girl who needs love, needs friendship, and needs people to hurt. I hate cheating, hate hypocrisy, and hate that you have a purpose to contact me.

I am a very simple girl.

Small, standing between the heavens and the earth, no longer embarrassed, no longer confused, according to thoughts, bravely go forward.

Do the most real me, I cover up, not hypocritical, not for anyone to change.

Third day: once released with a smile