Please

People always insist on some important decisions in their lives, so I ask you...

--Inscription

I think of you late at night.

Y, I suddenly thought of you at half past two in the middle of the night, and then a kind of endless sense of desolateness mixed with a burst of sadness on my heart. I try not to think that you have been there for four days, only four days and four years, like four years, for a long time like four years, but still think of you again when tears collapse.

Even the last time I cried for you was only a few minutes.

Y, how are you now? The night here shrouds everything, if you can see it, maybe you will tell me that the sun is starting to fall, and you are in the dark.

Please don't leave me.

--- Will it be as good as it is now?

---it is good! ! I will definitely be there~

---Well, then I have to go, okay.

---not good! No! why!

---Y, do you remember, this is what you said to me that night. Although no matter how I ask and ask you to tell me why, I still reveal it in L's answer.

Y, I swear I really don't know that your illness has been so serious, and even during the summer vacation, you are still unscrupulous and let you play games with me. I always thought that you were just a stomach sickness that didn't eat very much, but I didn't want you to hide the truth from me.

Y, you have vomited blood many times, many times many times, and recently it has become more and more frequent. When you type and say you want to leave me, L says that you can't eat anything, and always rely on glucose infusion to maintain a weak body. When you are as hungry as you used to be, you are still in a state of paralysis.

I cried and said to you, Y, please don't leave me.

Please don't give up hope

When you tell me that you only have three months left, I seem to be falling down. Everything that is heavy is squeezing me. I only have to keep breathing, as if I have to stop, I will die of oxygen.

I said, is it acceptable to receive treatment? Nothing will happen. Will you survive? Please, please.

You have taken it with you, in fact, I understand that you are more sad than me.

But Y, I still want to ask you not to give up disappointment?

Please don't think that you have lost hope and lost your light. Even if the future is dark, you can't find a way to move on. Don't be afraid, I will take your hand and let you know that you and I are standing by your side anyway. Don't be afraid, let me be your eyes, I will show you the stars.

Please don't be afraid to lose your dreams in the nightmare, I will accompany you every night and every night.

Please do not have to be a deserter of life, please work hard for me and for myself.

Please believe me, you will be fine.

Neverletgo, please.

I am willing to change your life for a decade.

Y, you haven't laughed for a long time.

Our hearts are always close, but the distance is always like the light years, the light years do not see you. You can always see through all my emotions, just as I understand all your despair.

You must be afraid of death, you must be afraid.

You get less and less when you sleep, and more when you are awakened by pain. But you never shouted, I know. Just don't want me to worry about it.

Y, but you don't know, I have been blaming God for being unfair over and over again, and even the selfish and vicious hope is that others are not you. I really want to use my ten years of life to change your old days.

Y, you can't change.

Please forget me.

--- Please forget me.

---No! I can not do it!

On the last night, you said a request to me. Y, forgive me, I really can't do it, I don't want to do it.

You want me to forget something, forgot to laugh with you when I cried with me, and forgot to agree with me to give birth to a good sister, and forgot to promise you who will never leave. Still, I forgot myself.

Forgot myself, I only forgot myself to pull you up from memory, and you, forgive me, I can't forget you.

Please wait for me.

--- I will be with you after 81 years.

---OK, I promised.

Y, I can finally accept this fact, even though I am so sad.

Y, will you wait for me in the future? You promised.

Y, the summer is very bright, and when I am finished with tears, the sun is still coming.

Y, after the sky has cleared for a long time, there will always be a few heavy rains. You are my little sun, and your tears are the heavy rain of that field.

Y, you have to remember, you remember to wait for me.

I am in the storm.

Third day: I exist