How can a "en" word be said?

I still remember that it was a sunny afternoon. My mother was washing clothes in the sun. I was playing while watching the mother in the sun. I felt that my mother was so beautiful and hard. I naively told my mother, "Mom, I Be sure to grow up quickly and make you happy." Mom smiled and didn't speak, but I can see it and she is very happy. I thought that as long as I grow up, my mother can be happy, no longer have to worry about me, so I want to grow up quickly.

I have been in the blink of an eye for many years. I don’t know how to grow up. I have more and more days to leave home. I remember that it was an occasional return home. I saw a middle-aged woman with dark skin, very thin body and wind blown. Walking like, came over and carried two big buckets, completely inconsistent with her. She shouted at me, I was shocked, it was ~ my mother. I really can't accept it. How can it be just a few days? How is she so embarrassed? What kind of scene is the torture of a woman who is only in her thirties? Walking into the white hair that didn't know when it was already full, it seemed to be proud. I didn't dare to talk, I was afraid that I couldn't control my emotions.

Later, I heard from my neighbors that in the past few years, in order for us to eat and wear at school, my mother always used it. She never used cooking, never went shopping, and even I never remembered what she had bought.

I still remember that in a heavy rain, you came to me with hot chicken. I still feel annoyed with you. I feel that you are coming because of such a big rain. How do I know that I was afraid that I would not eat well, I am afraid that I am hungry? Know that you are walking on foot, how do you know why you are rather wet all over the body, but the chicken is still hot

I still remember that I caught a cold, you always stayed up all night, kept taking me temperature, and then carrying me to the doctor in the snow. Remember that you always tell us that you don't like meat, and I always see you eating the rest of us. I still remember that you have never had any opinions. As long as you want money, you will always give it, and you believe in us. And your hand, I can't see what it looks like.

Mom! How do you want me to return you, you give me life

Mom! How do you want me to compensate you, you gave me the youth of my life?

Mom! I used to think that you will always be young. When I thought that everything was taken for granted, time told me the truth. Even if I knew it was inevitable, when I came, I still couldn’t accept it. How do you want me to accept it? This kind of favor?

Now your sentence is still in my ear from time to time. I am especially afraid to call you. I am afraid that you are crying on the phone, I am afraid that you are still worried about me, even if I have grown up.

You have struggled for a lifetime, no demand, no return, how can you not move

How can we not squander when we spend money for the rest of your life?

How long can I stay with you in this life, how many days can we tell you the story of your youth, do you remember when you were a child? Maybe you have never taken it seriously! I will remember deeply, I will not forget, it is the person you tell me, you must be responsible.

mom! Waiting for me to go back! When I can make the day better! We must take care of ourselves as we did when we were young.

Third day: aishangshu