a letter to the deceased

Hey, are you okay? I miss you!

Remember, when I was a child, when my mother beat me because of my mischief, you always put me in my arms and said to my mother with a kind smile: "Naughty is the child's nature, don't beat her old." You know At that time, looking at your smile, I seem to think, hey, you are the most beautiful and kindest in the world.

Whenever I see apricot in the supermarket, I will think of you, think of the apricot tree in front of you, remember that you know that I love to eat apricots. Whenever I go back to the countryside, you always take out the apricots that you have hidden for a long time. I said to me with a smile: "Come on, I will keep it for you." Actually, I know that every time you are ripening apricot, keep the apricot tree, don't let it go, aunt pick it.

Hey, you know, sometimes, I think you are not only kind and cowardly, but also a strong and brave man.

I remember once, I went to the country to see you, playing crazy with the children, a child accidentally used stone pebbles to get my forehead oozing blood. I ran to tears in tears and talked to you. Instead of speaking, you said, instead, you said coldly: "Girls should be strong, and they can't stop crying."

At that time, I had a lot of grievances in my heart, but I couldn’t tell, let alone, at that time, I didn’t like the old man like a child. I liked to communicate with you who didn’t have a common language. When I was upset, I shouted at you: "Old antiques, who is still eating your set now!" Then he turned and ran out, and the sorrow and sorrow of the scorpion was still alive. I still remember it. And I don’t seem to have anything to do with it. The next night I still take my hand and go for a walk. At that time, she walked to the front of a sudden branch and stopped her footsteps. The words were clear and clear: "You remember, the girl should be strong and can't easily cry. Otherwise, it will be like an autumn wind sweep. The fallen leaves are generally buried deep in the land."

Since then, I don't want to go to the countryside to see you. I don't think you are embarrassed. It is not convenient for rural life. Later, listening to my mother said, you always talk to my photos, know that you miss me, but when I go to see you, you are sick, nephritis complicated with uremia! At that time, after I knew this, I cried for one night and felt sorry for you. But I’m sorry, I haven’t said anything. Now I can only say sorry to you in this letter. Sorry, I used to say that you are old and old, and once said that you don’t understand anything...

There is a lot of time with you. Remember the most clear one is your kind face, the sentence that night, but now you look at me in the sky, I look at you on the ground, you said that I should stop how to stop you. Missing!

First day: Liu Shihang