a letter to the mother

Dear mother:

Hello!

Moonlight, star is thin. Looking at the crowd coming and going out of the window, watching the little light shining through the shore, my heart is still intoxicated. The lights burned in the sand, and a drop of tears inexplicably dripped down, stunned, only to remember, but there was one less than you.

Perhaps, I have long been accustomed to having your days, perhaps already used to snuggle in your arms to smell the faint orchid's scent, those days floating, woven into a beautiful dream. I just want to freeze the time, but why is it still rushing, leaving me with countless concerns.

Mom, let me tell you gently. I love you, like you, like the one who always takes care of you in front of anything; like you, like the one who always protects me when my father is jealous of me; likes you, likes that when I cry, always Smile, haha, take me out. The memory is picturesque, and the beginning of the pan is yellow. The memory is so beautiful and beautiful, just like the orchid that is open in front of the house. do you know? Whenever someone asks you, my face is always filled with a smile that is inferior to the sun, because my mother is the most beautiful and kindest in the world, the purest orchid. The fragrance is elegant.

Mom, let me tell you gently. I am sorry. Remember me who always lost your temper before going to bed, remember that I always push you away when you are close to me, remember that I always say that I don’t want to be your son anymore when you are sad. ? In fact, it is because I am reluctant to leave you. My daughter is worried, I know that you have been cultivating me for 15 years. I know that your love for me has surpassed everything in the world. I know that you are always thinking about me. Forgive my selfishness, selfish wants to draw all your attention, selfish wants to have all your love, selfish wants your heart to worry for me forever. This summer, let me gently say sorry to you. I have given you happiness, but also brought you hurt, please forgive me, I really have a lot of helplessness.

Mom, let me tell you gently. forgive me. Forgive me for the harm I have brought to you, forgive me for being ignorant, forgive me for my selfishness, forgive me, and let me accept myself. I really regret it, I regret it----the tears can no longer represent my regret, and the pain has already closed my mind. I forgot, I was wrong, the mistake was a mess, if time can be returned, I will not let myself go this way, forgive me for all kinds of behavior in front of you, let me sing a song for you again, ok?

Wish: Youth forever

The son’s confession letter was written to the mother who had been hurt by him.

August 3, 2019

Chudong Junior High School, Cixi City, Ningbo, Zhejiang, China: 1417434589