The leaves are the pursuit of the wind, or the tree is not retained.

The leaves are the pursuit of the wind, or the tree is not retained.

Walking alone, singing alone, living alone, learning alone, laughing alone, crying alone, alone in this...

In a twinkling of an eye, the time of the sixth year of the country has slipped away from my hands. It is a strange door, a strange title, a strange city... 168 Middle School, Hefei...

On the day of the admission notice, there was an uncontrollable excitement in my heart, and there was also a sadness that could not be controlled... Hefei, a strange city, a strange face, a strange teacher, a strange classmate, my parents were not around, suddenly Feeling infinite loneliness, fear coming to me...

I snuggle in my mother's arms and cry, I am reluctant, after all, I am sad... This home, I have been here for 12 years, but today, three months later, I will leave home and go there. Where the individual is unfamiliar...

I don't want to go, I want to stay with my mother for three years, I don't want to leave my parents so early, but one is the place I dreamed of, how many people want to go, how many people didn't go to cry and wiped away, and I, the bright and the big I was admitted, and with the qualification to enter the school, I hesitated at this point...

"Lulu, let me say first, go home there, don't be homesick, if you cry and wipe, who will pick you up, Ganzhou is so far from Hefei..."

"Mom--" I haven't finished what I want to say, the scorpion will not allow me to go on, the eyes are wet, and I began to choke again... I really useless! I am really fragile! I am not too strong! I am too incapable of independence! I stared at myself in my heart, but my eyes continued to shed tears... My mother held me in my arms and stroked my cheeks. At this time, I looked up, but a drop of hot tears came to my face. It turned out that the original strongest mother also shed tears... Looking at the wrinkles of the mother's eyes, the silver on the head... The heart is faintly painful, thinking about whether to give up the school, where is not as good as home! I can think of the eyes of others, think of those ridicules, blows... I will shake my resolve again...

"Lulu, my mother is really reluctant to you, there are people who don't know there, and the new campus is very back. It is in the suburbs. There is not a small department next to it. The closed school, how can you let your mother rest assured that you? Ah!" Mom’s voice changed, and the voice shook with the presence of tears...

Sad, a bit of acid flow straight to the bottom of my heart...

"The words are not like this. Lulu, since you have been admitted, you have to go. You will get to go to bed sooner or later. It is to exercise your independence and ability. After you go to college, you will have a good time to repay your mother. It’s true to your mom!” Xiao Yan encouraged me to say next to me.

Hesitated, and hesitated for a while...

In the end, I continue to live under the arms of my parents, to be my little bird, to harden my wings, to plump my feathers, to evolve into a young eagle, and to go out and smash it?

"Hey, teacher, what about the central part of the six or eight countries? Is there a high school? I heard people say that the central part of the country is like a good middle school."

"Well... I don't know too much about this, because I haven't been there yet, but I think the students who came back last year and the year before said that it is quite good, but there are also children who are homesick, crying and making trouble to come back..."

"Hey, then you see my family, Feng Luguang wants to go, I want to go to the exam, do you think you can go?"

"Well... Feng Lu’s ability to be independent of the child is quite strong. It can also be honed and honed there, and she is very rational and can go up."

"Oh……"

......

My mother is talking to the teacher, and I can hear the contents clearly. I am the squad leader in the class, and often help the teacher to do things, so I got the praise of the teacher, and also proved my strength with practical actions... However, 168 only recruited 600 people from all over the province. At that time, they were all top-notch. It’s very competitive, and you’ll have more people than yourself. At that time, the pressure will be very big...

Do not! I must not bow, never bow to difficulties! I want to have a good future, let Feng family out of a college student, let others look at me! If I give in today, it is a tortoise! I am definitely not bullied! I can't let others look down on us!

I thought about it in my heart... Slowly, I put away my tears, wiped away the tears, and put on a signature smile. I said to my mother, "Mom, you can rest assured that I will never let you down!" I must make a score on it and let my family look at me!"

My mother was amazed. I saw that my change was so fast, and I was greeted with a gratifying smile. I touched my forehead with the hands full of scorpions and said, "My family’s Lulu grew up, oh, finally. One day I will leave me. If I am not willing to delay your future, you will blame me in the future. Oh, well, my mother believes in you! Be sure to be independent, be healthy, not lazy, and can’t sleep late at school. Oh!……"

As I spoke, I left tears in disappointment. My mother saw the tears in my eyes with my hands, so I kept sitting still...

Dad was sitting at the other end of the sofa. He kept his brows locked. From his expression, I saw my father’s endless love and disappointment. My father is not good at expressing emotions, but only makes me happy. Those who are numb are rarely spoken from his mouth, but when I see my father’s brows locked, I sit there without saying a word, my heart is All kinds of distressed...

"Dad, will I miss me when I get there?" I asked silly.

"You said, I don't want you to go. If you are in the house, I want to see you when I look at you. If you go to Hefei on the 16th, what should I do when I miss you?" "Daddy can't stop it anymore. Those dads expressed it. I can see that he is trying to swallow tears and not let the tears come out because he doesn't want me to see him crying...

Damn, my eyes are moist, how can I not be so upset, always crying and crying...

Back home, all relatives have come, they all sponsored me on the first sixty-eight, grandfather rewarded me a thousand dollars, Daxie rewarded me five hundred dollars, Xiaoyan sponsored me four hundred dollars, the second aunt also gave I have two hundred yuan of pocket money, Xiao Xiaoyuan sent me two thousand dollars in Hangzhou...

When I said goodbye, my eyes were red...

Grandpa’s long-term education: "Lulu, you have to know, this time when you go to Hefei is to train you, you grow up, you have to pay for this family, you must know how to change your tears, you can’t cry anymore, you can’t Just drop your tears, you have to learn to take it!"

......

The family is discussing the things I went to school. Xiao Yan also called in Hangzhou by phone and asked about the situation...

Should I be honored? The relatives pinned their hopes on me. If I got a mess there, how can I be worthy of them? I have to work hard, I have to go to the 168 high school, I have to go to Tsinghua!

Tsinghua is the place where I think about my dreams at night. I think we must lay a good foundation in the small, medium and high schools and lay a good foundation for Tsinghua!

The car started, driving fast on the highway, and its terminal station is - Hefei City 168 Middle School...

Looking through the window, the eyes saw a leaf blown by the wind on the ground, touching the scene, thinking:

Now my departure, is this family not to retain me, or the pursuit of the 168 Middle School?

Oh, I am smiling... Maybe the tree once saved the leaves, maybe the leaves have been thought of leaving, but the leaves are ripe to leave the tree... The wind pursues the leaves, but it does not depend on the leaves themselves.

Home, Mom, Dad, Brother, I am going to go to one or six. After three months, I will be in a strange city on a strange city. Don’t worry about me. I will come up with results and repay. you guys! Let your loved ones look at me!

Sixth grade: Feng Lu