pain

Do you know, pain? Most of you are spoiled now, right? Most of them are raised by mom and dad. But you know? I don't have a father or a mother.

Perhaps it is yours, there is no mood left in the crowd, you can only look at their smiles far away, look at the children who want to be dissatisfied, children, do you know? I have never given up since I was born. I have never given up the opportunity to make good friends. I try to change myself. Even if I can’t change the fact that I am an orphan, I am still changing. I am trying to keep the darkness. I am not working hard. It became gloomy, but I saw the children in my parents’ arms, and the children who were dissatisfied, I almost fell down. I have nothing, so I will cherish that you have everything, but only know how to waste. This is between us. difference. Everyone is a big apple that God Grandpa bite. If you have the care of your loved ones, you will definitely have less. I don't have the care of my loved ones, and I will develop an unwarranted courage, strength and perseverance. I tried to watch the uncles and aunts care for their children without tears. Gradually, they gradually became blurred and numb. Child, would you like to hear my story?

On the afternoon of the day, the cry of the baby and the shout of the woman came from the hospital. Little baby girls are born, but this is what they don't want to see. "Why not a boy, isn't it a boy?" The male voice is full of the operating room of the hospital. It is a man. I only know that it is a man, a face, a look, and there is no record in my memory. I don't know why, it was really a boy when I checked it out." A nurse and sister with a clear voice said something awkwardly. This is the result of her examination. "Why not a boy, why isn't it a boy?" The man's Sui Tang's sitting down on a chair, holding his head in his hands, seems to regret it? hate? Not willing? I can't see his look at the time, only know that this is not a good look. "Hey~" The baby girl cried in tears, crying in the nurse's arms. "This child, I can't." The man's voice was hoarse and painful. "Hey~" The baby girl seems to understand his words, crying even more miserable, louder. "Child, my poor baby!" The woman who gave birth to the baby girl did not know when she woke up and cried at the baby girl. "Husband! I beg you, don't leave her!" The woman's voice was heartbroken, and the man's face was more hesitant, and he immediately disappeared. "No! You know, we... we have no power... to keep this child." The voice of the man is getting lower and lower, and finally he can't hear. I had to succumb to my heart and told the nurse to "send her home. This child, you can do it, if you can't do it, throw it." The man pointed at the woman's lying shop, turned his head, leaving only a glimpse. A faint figure. "Sorry, the child, if there is an afterlife, the father will make a cow for you." The hospital calmed down, the baby girl did not cry, the nurse looked at the two men who left, and looked at the woman in her arms. The baby, taking a deep breath, eventually sent her to the orphanage.

On October 28th, I will always remember that day. That day was the day when I entered the orphanage to get the title of an orphan. It was also the day when a man and a woman were in a car accident. Two MRT hit and it is said that no one survived. The baby girl did not cry, she knew what she should do, they abandoned her, and God abandoned them. That baby girl is me, that man and woman, is my parents.

My story is miserable, but it is not destined that my life is miserable. As long as I find a way out, God will give me a wonderful blessing.

Sixth grade: sunny day dew