Gift that can't be sent out

In the days of Mother's Day, I have mixed feelings and thoughts.
Others can buy a bunch of carnations for their mother, can buy one or a few beautiful clothes for their mother, but in the days of Mother's Day, I bought a lot of gifts, but I don't know where to send them.
My mother has been away from us for 20 years, and she has worked hard to raise us. She was devoid of a disease and was paralyzed.
I miss my mother,

The third grade of the fifth grade in Kazuo County, Chaoyang, Liaoning: njtk888