a letter to a boyfriend

Part 1: A letter to a boyfriend

Dear:
I am leaving,
I am really happy. I have been with you for the past few days. I can see that you are very happy, but it also brings you trouble.
Everything I have done for you in these few days is very hard, very serious, even if you say nothing. . I know!
I never ask for a return for your contribution, just change your smile.
Those things that you don't know, things that I don't know let them be in your heart, it will only make you more painful.
You are most afraid of trouble, I know, so you have been working hard to forget me, I should not appear in your life at this time,
I bothered you, saying that loving someone wants him to be happy, so I don't want you to be upset, suffer, I can only choose to leave.
I don't want to meet you and say that I am gone. I don't want to go through a far cry that is more difficult than death, and it will be indefinite afterwards!
Just when I wrote the last letter for you, I don’t know if you will see it, because I really don’t know what else can be left for you.
You will eat less instant noodles and junk food in the future. It is not good for your health. When you are on a business trip, pay attention to safety and your glasses are broken. ,
Although these days are very short, I feel the feeling of home, warmth and harmony.
But in the end, I still lost. The only success is that I pretend to be very good in front of you, and I laugh very calmly.
A strong woman will cry, but she will never admit defeat. I want to leave my best for you. It is enough.
I will be fine in the future, I am grateful to everything around you, you have said to give me a stable life. .
I ask you, if you have a next life, you will choose what to do, you say that you want to be a tree, quietly watching the changes in the world until exhaustion!
If you want me to choose, I will do your glasses. Through it, we can see the whole world, live with you, and die.
I remember what you said, I will wait for you in the afterlife, you will not leave me again, we will use the whole life to interpret this happiness and become the attachment of each other.
Leaving this sad city and leaving the familiar you, I don't know where to go, I always think about it, as long as you can be happy!
Every city I have been to in the future will be written there, I love you, on the window, on the tree. Every day, no matter how happy, sad, wronged,
I will write on a small book, just tell you about it, it should be said that you are the next generation, I will still find you to settle accounts.
If I miss you, I won't bother you, I will draw a circle on the calendar. Keep drawing,
what! I feel so relaxed now, I don’t have to wash your socks and clothes in the future. I don’t have to think about your time every day, I have to cook the food, I am afraid that you will be hungry.
Belly, wash your feet and burn well, save the province's delay, and it's not your free effort. You don't have to give you dry hair, squat, squeeze big bags! ,.
Don't worry about everything about you, don't care about everything about you.
Xiaohe, I know that our happiness is lost, so I decided to go find it.
By; Little brunette
20XX.XX.XX

Chapter 2: A letter to a boyfriend

Dear:
This is my first time so late, sitting at the computer and writing to you. I am sure that there is a reason for me to do this.
Now I will tell you about my feelings humblely because I don't want to misunderstand you easily. Today, I made our photo in the bedroom and set it as a screen saver. I miss you, I want to tell you my happiness. However, the answer you gave me was really shocking.
The newsletter is not going back, you can do it. I really can't believe it. I don't dare to associate this cold person with you and the one who promised me.
Who came to see me the day before yesterday, who is lying next to me, who is it?
Who left me yesterday, kissed me at the station, who is it?
Can you tell me?
I am angry, why are you angry, I was so happy. Wait for your newsletter and wait for your call. I wait for you.
However, I have come to a deep silence and your indifference.
Now, the sisters in the bedroom are sleeping. However, I am writing a letter. Even if I didn't write, I couldn't sleep. Because I am crying.
Am I sad? I do not know.
do you know? I think you lied to me.
Maybe you are not loving me like you said.
For you, my existence is just a icing on the cake. If you are more, you are more successful and more satisfied. Without me, your life is still so wonderful. So, you can be so cold and so cool.
I am good to you when you are, no, just when I don't exist.
Maybe you have to say, you are busy. Busy is relative. You are busy during the day. You are busy at night. I ask you, what are you busy with? !
Can I be busy with a newsletter and I am reluctant to send it?
Look at your inbox and your outbox yourself. You will understand.
Dear, I want to love you. Because I think you love me.
However, I am a selfish person.
If your love for me continues like this. You will also get this ending.
Then you can understand my mood at this moment. Since ancient times, people have lost to know how to cherish.
I will not be returning you a newsletter. I will not pick you up at the phone. I am gone. Let you never find me again.
Please don't let me feel sad anymore. My feelings for you are limited and my tears are limited. I promised that you won't be breaking up with you. So I won't say it.
I was very sad the first two days, but when you came, I was overwhelmed by happiness, I am happy, I am blind and happy.
However, I did not think that this is the beginning.
I am pretty tired!
I clearly realized that you are speechless and indifferent to me.
Do you love me? Do you hurt me? Do you spoil me?
How can I not understand it.
If you love me, please prove it with your actions.
If you hurt me, please don't think about it once and for all.
If you spoil me, please don't keep your high profile.
Finally, I want to tell you. I am weak, but I beg your love. Although, you firmly said that I left you, I can't find it, you love me like this.
However, I want to tell you. Even if no one loves me in the future, I want to love you so humble.
Is it true that for you, the love you get is so cheap, is it your entertainment when you are free? When you are lonely, talk to you and talk about your heart?
I also have my business, but I am willing to separate and miss you. And you are busy. You are a student so busy, I dare to ask you to work in the future, will give me a call, a newsletter?
Are you looking for a wife? What is your wife doing in your heart. Is it a toy in your hand? I am in a good mood to tease! When you are busy, you will be left behind and you will not know.
Your actions and your commitments are entangled in my heart, which makes me sad. I started asking myself: "Does he love me?"
If you love, if this is also love, if this is his love mode.
So what should I do?
In my heart, I clearly know that it is impossible for people to change for whom, and it is not this person who has changed.
So, I don't have any requirements. From then on, what do you want to do, and when do you want to take care of me.
Write here, you sent me a newsletter saying that we are in a normal love!
I want to be normal. However, is our love normal?
Which boyfriend can have you so much, so high-profile! Do you have a warmth for me? You are thinking, put yourself here and you are fine. I became your wife.
I love you?
Now I want to say, I hate you.
I hate the promise you said to me. I hate your deep affection for me.
Dear, I tell you, I am very angry, very disappointed, very sad, very uncomfortable, hate you.
You drive me crazy. After madness is long-lasting indifference.
The opposite of love is not awkward, it is indifference.
You are gone, you have arrived in your own city and have completely changed.
If there is any grievance in your heart, you say it! If you think you don't want to care about me, you say it! If you want to leave me, you say!
If you don't love me, you will tell me bravely. You have to trust my adaptability. You said that you don't love me, I will believe it more than once. Just like you said that you love me, I said a few more times. I believe you.
Ha ha……
I don't know why, I am very sad. This feeling is not good. Because I am afraid of heartache. In order not to heartache, I will run away. Will choose to get used to without you. Why, you will make me feel bad? I am most afraid of pain. What should I do? Is it really only that you don’t hurt if you don’t fall in love?
Do I have no other choice?
The tone of your speech to me is that I have nothing to do, then you are so painful, you are speechless. Is it so embarrassing to be with me? Dear? ! Do you think it is so difficult?
Do you feel so tired? It’s so hard to make me happy. Is it so embarrassing for you? Or am I too difficult to face? Ha ha……
This is the letter I gave you. What should I do in the future? I do not know.
However, I know that I am very sad. I don't want to do anything. Don't give me any more classes. There are too many people in this world who think they are. Too many people are good people. What I want is a husband who hurts me, not a university professor or a government worker!
Even if you are Song Shiming, I am seaweed. Song Shiming will not tell the seaweed the financial crisis! And you are not really a successful person!
Finally, I want to ask you, who am I, are you in the right position?
Where should you go from here? !
XXX
20XX.XX.XX

Part 3: A letter to a boyfriend

boyfriend:
Hello there. I don’t know how to give this letter at the beginning. So still start from why you should write such a letter.
I am not a person who does not like to think. Just sometimes like to escape. In my opinion, there is nothing wrong with escaping. Even if it is not good, I am not willing to face it. But these days with you, you have reinvigorated my thinking and made me think. I thought it was very good. Although I also know that the greatest happiness of a girl is that she does not have to think about being with someone she loves. But I dare not expect that in such a life that I have gained so much beauty and affection from life, is there any such lucky person who can get a favor of life and be a woman who is favored by others. Therefore, it is necessary for me to be a woman who thinks independently and can live independently. When I am with you, I can still coexist with self-willedness and thinking. In my opinion, it is already a great happiness.
It may also be that the sleep was too full yesterday afternoon, leading to insomnia at night. Or the neurons in the cerebral cortex are too excited, causing me to think like a series of ridicules. But it doesn't matter to me. What's important is that I did think, and I really want to tell you something. Then there is such a letter.
Speaking concisely, I want to tell you a few questions. The first one is about the issue of a spiritual partner. I have always been the one who has been asked for a high demand for her boyfriend. Although I never thought so. But now, I have to admit that this is indeed the case. Resonance at the spiritual level is one aspect that is more difficult to achieve tacit understanding than material or life. But in my opinion, it is another very important aspect. I am not saying that I am open-minded. I have a basis. In my opinion, no matter whether it is love or marriage, every independent individual will collide in the process of blending, but it is not necessarily a spark, it may be a bad injury. Material life is the lowest life guarantee and the easiest part to achieve harmony. As long as they have a similar family, they can establish a consistent consumption view in a period of running-in. Whether it is a little restraint or a complementary consumer, it is not difficult to establish a new harmonious mechanism. The running-in in life really needs a certain amount of time to get along. This is a fusion of habits and habits. Fortunately, we have the same goal of life, that is, healthy living, which is hard to come by. With this big premise and big goal, many living habits will soon coincide, and getting along will become easy. I think it is very rare. But I am a child with poor self-control. I need your teacher to keep spurring, so this big problem will be handed over to you, and you are not allowed to escape.
Second is the spiritual aspect that I value the most. It is also an aspect of the so-called high requirements. I am a person with a rich spiritual life. This is beyond doubt. Sensitive, passionate, and like to think, although most of them are useless, I am still happy every day. I like to express my feelings about life from a book. I like to learn from life in a movie. I like to feel the happiness in life from a piece of music. I like to follow the author's brushstrokes around the world, like to go from a plot. Experience the burning heart, like to evoke memories and imagination from a lyric. I am a child who loves to dream, although I have passed the age of dreaming.
You said that we are a pair of advantages and complementary advantages. I agree with this statement. But in my opinion, there is such a lack of spiritual paradise in your life. You have told me many times that you are eager for the family because you can walk in, tear off the mask, remove the defense, live a real life, and live very self. This is your desire for the family. I understand it very well. Although I am not a man, I know that it is not easy for men to fight outside. They are eager for a light, a cup of tea, a hug, a kiss, a breakfast, a simple happiness for a walk. But in my opinion, these external spiritual comforts are far less dripping than their spiritual spirits. The so-called complementarity is here, you can teach me many people in the workplace, I can also take you into my spiritual world. You taught me to grow and I made you feel relaxed. This is very good. But I know that I must learn to face difficulties alone, just as I expect you to have your own spiritual paradise. I don't bother your spiritual world when you need space. I will only look at you silently, cut an apple for you, and peel off an orange.
But by getting along with this time, I found a problem. This question has also been told to you, that is, your life is so pure and simple. Perhaps it takes too much thinking in your work to make your life so black and white. I think, simple, purely good. But simplicity doesn't mean not being rich. There are only two parts of your life that are stressed and pressured. I don't think this is good. Because, even if you expect family life to be a source of happiness in your life, I have to say that sometimes the family is also a source of difficulty and stress. I am so worried, what should you do at this time? Therefore, I strongly encourage you, and I am very willing to have a spiritual paradise. This is not to watch movies for learning English, nor to swim for physical exercise, but to make you feel happy and relaxed, nothing more. Even if you don't want me to bother you, I can accept it. Because when you fully enjoy the happiness, I also feel happy. So, let's cultivate such a hobby. Do models, play cars, outdoor, you can. Of course, I hope that I can be with you, even when you want to be alone, I just want to look at you from afar.
The second point I want to say is SWEET. I think that SWEET is a very good vocabulary. Warm, sweet and considerate. Everyone wants to feel from life. Men are more needed. Because men themselves lack this ability to self-regulate, especially in the aspects of small happiness and small happiness. Here I am talking about my understanding of SWEET. Through my two small things, although I am not willing to show off myself and feel how SWEET I am, but I can't find such a case through you, others are not easy to give examples, so I can only boast, please Do not laugh at me. Hisaishi will have a concert on the 25th. I wanted to go to listen to it as early as last year. This opportunity is even more rare. The fare is reasonable and the time is sufficient. But I know that you will not go this day. I also thought about whether to make up a reason for you to feel at home, and then I am happy to go, but I thought about it later and simply did not tell you. Lest you be embarrassed. I will not give up, choose to stay, if you need me to appear that day, I will definitely STAND BY. This is one of them. Another thing is that there are some things I don't know to tell you early, or to say good things when they really happen. I chose to take a sigh of relief. Silently with this thing that seems to me to be stressful. The reason for not telling you is this, you, I can not change this reality. Even telling you can only add to your troubles, which will affect your sleep and affect your work, so I will avoid talking. But the problem will be faced sooner or later, I believe that by the time you can stand in front of me and want to be in front of me. In fact, I also have a lot of places that are very self-willed, but above, it is the way I express love. I hope that you can accept it happily. We all have to learn how to love each other.
The girl who wants to marry is very simple. It is nothing more than a good one. It is good for her. But there are many good points. Some people think that it is better for her to buy clothes for her. The more expensive, the better. Some people think that it is good for her to be happy, take her to fun places, take her to eat. Something delicious; some people think that giving her a stable home is good for her, let her enjoy the happiness in the ordinary. But in my opinion, there seems to be more demanding for me. I am asking for more because I am asking for the same. So you don't have to worry, you only have to pay, no return. This is not in line with my definition of fairness in love.
Good to me, it is good for me, worried about my body, and caring for my body.
Good to me, it is good for my family, love them, care for them.
Good to me, it is good for my friends, happy to get along with them.
For me, it makes me feel warm, a phone call, a newsletter, a greeting, all can be done.
For me, it makes me feel solid, a hug, a conversation, and an oath, all can be done.
For me, it is not to let me be wronged. I am trying to make myself suffer more. I am afraid that I will think more and feel uncomfortable.
For me, I am happy to pay attention to my inner world, the twitching of my mouth, the confusion of my eyes, the guilt of my heart, you are all observing and always be the one who knows me the most.
For me, not a few tears, a few love letters, not a mysterious gift of Christmas, not a new dress in the window, nor a romantic on a birthday dinner. It is the foot washing water in the winter, the cool white in the summer, the purple grapes in the autumn, and the moisturizer in the spring. It was the thin quilt that was built for me in the early winter. It was the mosquito net that was set up for me in the summer. It was the corn cooked for me in the fall. It was a hot breakfast in winter. It is too much to be integrated into life, but it is inexhaustible and inexhaustible. This is good for me!
I thought so much about it last night. Other details are not enough. In fact, I can completely influence you and gradually adapt to you, but I can't wait to say it because time does not allow us to digest each other so slowly. A direct attitude must be taken. And I thought that communication and communication are the best way. You often elaborate on your opinions and attitudes on the phone, making me blindly worshipped like brainwashing. But fortunately, I also have my own thinking and thinking. Just for a moment I don’t know where to start.
I hope we can love deep, love far, love for a long time.
Your girlfriend.
20XX.12.17

Part 4: A letter to a boyfriend

Dear:
Sorry, write this letter to you with tears.
For so long, there have been many things between us. The most memorable thing is the days when we were happy together. But it seems to be so short. Of course, we also have unhappy time, but every time we quarrel After that, I was very sorry, really. At that time, I discovered that I care so much about you...
Because I love you, so I chose to give up on you. You said that I let one eye close my eyes. I tried it for a long time, many times, but I can't do it because I love you, women are selfish, if one The woman doesn't care what you do, then you are not important to her. My request is not high, it is as good as I used to be. But...
I am really fragile. I always like to say something, but the real one is like a lamb. I am a person who has been hurt by love. I don’t want to hurt myself again for an impossible love. So embarrassed. I am so scared, I don't know how long the healing period of this wound will last. . . . . . . . . Now I only feel like a thorny hedgehog. For you, the thorns on my body seem to have been pulled out of the blood. For you, I can change myself, change my personality, change my own. Work, even everything, and now every time I take a step, my body hurts and my heart hurts. . . . . .
Do you know why I didn't find a boyfriend before? I am afraid that once I fall in love with a person, I can't help myself. I don't want to be hurt anymore. I don't want to lose so much. I am really scared, so I have been escaping from love. You said that I am a person, no, no conscience, no feelings, in fact, I am just concealing myself, this is just my hypocritical side.
In my heart, you are the only man in my life, husband, I am not a casual woman, I will not casually say "I love you" to an undetermined person, but all that is in you, I have not been in front of you, because you and I have lost their commitment to ourselves, and I am making an exception. . . . . I have your child, in fact, I care about him, do you know? Because he belongs to us two, he is our crystallization. The moment the child left my body, I cried, so sad, really, I felt like I had lost my life, and my mind was blank because he was my life. At that time, I secretly vowed that if I had another child, no matter what the circumstances, I must give birth to him and take care of him. . . . Watching him grow up little by little. . ...
I am at home every day. In fact, I miss you all the time, think about you, think about the way you work, think of your anxious expression, think that you are sometimes happy when you are happy, think about what you are thinking, I wonder if you will think of me when you are happy. . . . . . I opened the door several times a day, looked at the stairs, hoping to hear your footsteps, but every time I was disappointed and returned, every time you called, saying that you are not coming back to eat, there is something, back Don't come, think about some of the things you have said to me these days, I seem to realize what, I know that in your heart I am not important. . . . . . . Every time I hang up the phone, I will cry so sadly, repeatedly asking myself, where is the bad place, what am I doing wrong, so that your change to me is so great. I don't understand, I am angry with you because I love you too much, I can't extricate myself, but I won't be like Xiao Gansu. I can only leave my sorrow to myself, quietly sad, crying quietly, deliberately. I don't show it, I am afraid that you will see it, saying that I am weak, because I am very weak, but very good, this may be my shortcoming.
What kind of girl I am in your heart, I care very much about this question. You said that I am far from Xiao Gansu. Do you know how much hurt my heart? My heart hurts like a needle, and I am still bleeding, but I still smiled and said to you, it doesn't matter, I don't care. . . .
If you love someone, you should make him happy. You should be with your favorite woman. Don’t be afraid of face. You are not a husband and wife, but you can still be a lover. I will be a featherless angel in my life. There are no conditions for survival, but also what love. . . . .
I really don't want to leave you, but I can't stand a man who doesn't love me. I prefer to leave and be alone. At least you can be happy. I write this letter, just like taking a knife to cut myself. The meat is as painful, but I still wrote it. The only thing I don't understand is, what happened to us? Why is this all? ? Can you tell me now, let me go and walk quietly. . . .
Your ice, book
20XX.XX.XX

Chapter 5: A letter to a boyfriend

Dear:
I went to the fourth grade yesterday. It’s a coincidence that you are in the same test room. You changed your hair style and it looks very good. It’s still the pair of Nike shoes. I bought it with you. I said this shoes. Ugly, you said that I have no vision.
We are separated by five rows of two groups. My English has not been good. You are not good. When you finish the fourth grade, you said that you can learn English together. I said yes, this sentence has not been realized.
After the rollover, I quickly walked to the door, in order to get closer to you. We look at it and there is no communication. Going out in two directions, I saw your roommate, he used to call the scorpion, I smiled, then he said, ah, sorry, forgot. I said nothing.
I heard the boy next to you call your name and say, hurry, go back to the battle. This exam should not come. You said, I C, I don't know a word.
At that time, every time you are in a bad mood, you will send a text message to me, my wife, I will recite words. This has always been your excuse. I know that every time you say this, you want to calm down and let me not bother you.
Speaking of it, you should be bothering me. When you play DOTA, I always call you. When I see that your status becomes busy, I will be flustered, send you a window vibration, and call you. Your tone is a little impatient, and I will make trouble with you. Then listen to you yelling at me, my wife, I am wrong, still not, hehe. I am happy, I am still crying, and I am happy next time.
I actually hate the DOTA game. I think it is a group of monsters that kill and kill. I hate it and take up our time. I hate that you and the teammates agree to make good time to play this game day and night. Then give me a sentence, my wife, go to bed early, I went to fight.
This is your hobby, I understand. Like I like to watch some female websites that you find very boring, play some very mentally sensitive ones.
When we were together, you said that for me, you gave up a lot of time playing games, teammates complained about you. I still heard blame in your tone. You blame me for always sticking to you. You said that boys like freedom. What you want is that I appear when you need me. I disappear when I don't need me.
You said my wife, I think I am sorry for my teammates.
I don't understand, but I can understand your embarrassment and self-blame. I said nothing, my husband is the best in my eyes.
I went to school that day and met the boy who chased me before. He asked me why I was not with you. I said, ah, he has something. He said that the beauty is so sad, please eat. I know that you are masculine and against me and all boys. I said that I don't go, I still have things. He said that tutoring is really strict, haha.
You always say that I love to be angry, stingy, unreasonable, and willful. In fact, there are several girls in love who are not like this. I am trying to change for you, but you said that I am cold to you, do not care about you.
I wrote that I was a little scared, afraid that you would see it. You will definitely see that it is mine. You will say that I am in love.
I am always sentimental and crying. In the past, you always touched my head and told me to be stupid. Then you are impatient. If you say something, you will know that you are crying.
I try not to spend too much money on you, and every month I take it seriously. Every time I go out to play, I will make a rough budget.
When I go shopping, I don’t feel uncomfortable when I see those beautiful clothes. Every time you say that you like it, you can try it. If you say a wife, you like to buy it, don’t be afraid to spend money. I hesitated to say a reason, saying that the clothes are not suitable for me, saying that the clothes are too short, saying that the clothes are not well matched. Every time I have a lot of reasons, you said how you pick it up, I think it looks good. I said that I just didn't like it, and then I took you away. I am only 20 years old, how can I not like the clothes on the window, but I thought about it, a three-digit dress, I still can't bear it. If I really like it, I don't want you to buy it for me. I will buy it myself when I am shopping.
You are actually very good to me. When I am in a bad state, you are anxious to buy medicine for me. You take me to take a long time to eat my favorite food. I told my wife good night every night. I clung to my hand when crossing the road. You always love to say that I am stupid, but every tone is pampered. I am still very happy to hear it.
When did it start, you are no longer doing this to me. Did you like someone else, or are you tired of me?
I am giving you the newsletter. You are not going back every time. Calling you the first sentence is something? Nothing can't find you, I don't think you can.
You said that you like the pure dress that girls wear. Before I knew you, I probably wore some mature. I don’t have the kind of clear white T-shirt that you like. In order to meet your preferences, I Straighten your hair, wear canvas shoes, jeans every day, and comb your hair into a horse's tail. I put all my little skirts and sneakers away. Because you don't like it.
Once I met a girl, she was very beautiful, high heels, denim skirt, black **. You said to look at this leg. I admit that I am a bit jealous in my heart, I said that my legs are like this, you will not let me wear. You said that others are going through this way, you dare to wear it like this.
These things written are not logical at all. Should I write the sweetness we just started together, and then slowly write about breaking up?
I still talk about the days of leaving. Because I am going through it.
Seven days ago, you said, let's separate. I thought you were joking, I said, okay. You looked at me and said, I am serious. I still didn't take it seriously, I said that I am serious too. Then you suddenly hugged me and said, sorry, separate. My tears came down at once. I said in the calmest voice, why? You said, I feel tired. I said oh, I couldn’t say a word anymore, and I was stunned by tears.
You said that being happy with me, but slowly feel that it is also a burden, you said that I will make you tired, always make you worry, always play a small temper, always unreasonable, you said that you feel that you have done enough But it still makes me unhappy. You said, I love you, but I can't take it anymore.
I still can't say a word. You wiped my tears and said, "Look, you love to cry too much, don't always cry."
You sent me back to the bedroom, at the door of the bedroom, you kissed my forehead. Turned away. I went to the bedroom hall and looked back. I hope that you smiled and waved at me as before, shouting loudly to your wife. But no, you are not going back.
I didn't dare to talk to my roommates when I went back to the bedroom. I brought my own ear to watch a movie, and then I cried. The roommate asked me what happened. I smiled and said that watching the movie was too touching.
Your avatar is gray, I know that you have removed the stealth from it, maybe I have deleted it. The separate group I gave you is still there. I went to your school, and my special friends didn't. Anything new was just a few World Cup messages you shared.
Your speed is too fast, I have no time to react. Someone asked me on QQ, what happened to you, how are the special friends gone? I said, ah, it’s divided. He said why. I said, I don't know.
I want to think of things, but I find nothing. I only have these memories in my head. I bought you a lot of messy things, phone chains, keychains, cups, wallets, belts, towels, hot water bottles, and even facial cleanser shower gel soap. I love to visit the small jewelry store. I want to buy something when I see something about a couple. I think your desk must be full of things for me. Now they are still there, you must have lost our photo in your wallet, or you have changed your wallet. Phone chain keychains, maybe you have thrown them.
You didn't send me anything, except for chasing me, I sent a big bear. It’s still in my bed, it’s covered with my tears. I don't want you to buy clothes for me to buy shoes. Sometimes I am very happy with a simple thing. I know that boys are more careless, and those little things don't care.
But after separation, I found that I didn't have anything to remember.
I can't take your hand to the campus anymore, I can't hold your arm again and again, I can't help you to let me back, I can't listen to you calling me stupid, I can't put your hand in you anymore. In the pocket of your clothes, you can no longer wear a couple's costumes to shake the market. You can't go to the cafeteria to steal chopsticks. You can't drink a bottle of water with you. You can't put your head on your shoulders anymore. When the husband is calling, I can’t kiss you when I say goodbye. I can’t get your call before going to bed. I can’t let you wipe my tears again. You can’t eat when you can’t eat. Meat, I eat lean meat, can no longer log in to your QQ to steal food, can no longer live and play you and you play self-timer, even the right to be angry with you have not thought of these, you will not be a little sad Someone is not used to it.
I will not bother you to play the game again, no longer spoil you, no longer lose your temper with you, no longer eat your vinegar, no matter whether you play games all night, no longer complain that you are not with me, so You won't be very tired. Write it. It feels so sad that memories are tormenting people.
In these seven days, I have met you four times, did not say hello, did not communicate, nothing. Sometimes I think, is it a smile?
See if you still wear my favorite T-shirt, wear the shoes I hate the most, pay attention to the NBA, pay attention to the World Cup, pay attention to DOTA, it seems that your life has not changed.
I, I love crying more, not to eat on time, more insomnia, your phone turned over and over, but could not press.
The friend around you said, nothing, I still treat you as my nephew.
They saw that I was still very greeted with enthusiasm, but you disappeared from my world and immediately took the final exam. I also said that I would review it with you. You said that we have made many promises between us. Many have not been implemented.
You said that I took you to see your family during the summer vacation. You said that you and your family said that you have found a girlfriend. It is tall, beautiful, and good to you. You said you would take me to see you the best buddy who is now a soldier. You said that I will take me to Dalian to play during the summer vacation.
The people around me said that the trick is a model couple. You can pick me up in the rainy day, and you can jump out of the window and lead me to see a doctor at night. I can woven scarves for you all the time, copy a lot of recipes on the Internet to cook for you, help you organize the study materials to the eye, and copy a lot of notes for you. Every day on Taobao, I will show you clothes and shoes to see the game.
That's it, you still don't want me to get used to your life and treat you as your own family.
I open your eyes and think of you every day. I want you to get up, have breakfast, are you fighting again, or are you thinking about me?
I have started to adjust, I started reading, started eating myself, and began to work hard to adapt to life without you.
The day before yesterday I met our common friends. He still didn't know that we broke up. He said that one day we will come out and gather together, and we will have a holiday. I said that we are divided. He said, C, what happened when you were. I said these days. He said that this kid wants to be jealous. I said maybe I was too annoyed and my temper was not good. He said that the object is not the case, which woman is not like this. Does he have someone else? I said, no, I believe him.
I believe that you are single-minded, even if you have a lot of beautiful women around, even if you always love to be with the little girl, even if you always mention other girls with me, even if they are better than me, even if I am always jealous. But I still believe in you and will not like others.
You said that under my conditions, I can find better, you give me freedom. Also give yourself freedom.
Now that we are free, is this the freedom you want?
Our story, for me, someone would say that such a boy is not worth it. However, if you change the angle, everyone will say that such a girlfriend is early.