Loneliness in the heart

I am a lively and cheerful girl. Adults often say that I am a "crazy girl", but where do they know my inner loneliness...

In the night, I was lying on the bed, tossing and turning. Actually, I am not sleepy. I am enjoying the loneliness of my heart alone. I have been thinking, I am so bored now, I want to find someone to talk to me. What is my future Prince Charming? Is he handsome? Is he the man I imagined? Can he give me warmth and protect me? At this time, I am not stupid at all. I am serious. If this thing lets others know, they will say that I am stupid, a small fifth grade student. How can there be so many strange things in my mind?

To be honest, I really need someone to share the deep loneliness with me. Why is that person still not coming, I will wait for him, waiting for him until he appears in front of me...