That belongs to my "Chinese Dream"

In my heart, there is a dream that belongs to me, I want to work hard and struggle - "Chinese Dream."

Living in the world of big thousand, I know my own shortcomings. I also know that I am not strong enough. I don’t know whether it is right or wrong at every step I took. However, looking back, I decided to go that road. Now I have to go on.

After graduating from the middle school, I chose to go to secondary school. Everyone said that the secondary school is out of the mix, but I did not hold this mentality. When I went to the secondary school, I knew what I had thought before. Those dreams, I could not reach them. What is the use of reading, can not read. When I first came here, I wanted to go home, after all, I went out for the first time! Going to the secondary school, coming out and seeing the mountains outside! I also understand that when you look at more things, you can see the faces of some people. The mountains are really vast. For those honest children who have just walked out of the mountains, the test that has been given to us outside, sometimes I can't bear it myself! And I am getting farther and farther from that dream. I spent a semester in stun. I was really upset during the semester, because my mind was blank. I don't know what to do. I worry about what I can do in the future. I don't really like talking to people. I feel sad that I can't learn a good course. I am bothered by this thing every day. I feel a little inferior and feel tired and tired. I just spent it. However, fortunately, there are some good friends around me, so I will not give up. This semester, my mind is clear, thank you when I am confused, you are by my side.

I am reading e-commerce. For this, I didn’t know much about it before, because my father introduced it to me. My dream is that after I grow up, I have a good job, I can buy a set of clothes for my parents, let them rest, live in the house, and the family will live happily together. My family is a big family. It is not easy for Dad to support this family. Mom and Dad have always been very optimistic people, let me study hard, and don’t think too much about things at home. Maybe you are a person who cares too much. When I was studying before, the results were not bad. I went to the secondary school and paid attention to the skills. How much you mastered is yours. Although the results are good, it is not the result I want. In the face of those places, I feel like What has been lost. Those who are confused about my troubles, I want to escape, but I really don't know what to do? Every time I suppress it for a while, I say that I have to struggle, and it doesn’t take long before I have that mentality. And my dream is still far away from me. Sometimes I say to myself, there is no need to think too much, girls, parents have not forced you to achieve anything in the future! However, I will not be confused by these current problems, I will not give up, I will fight towards that dream, the right direction! Because, I took this step, I have to go well, don't let this dream become a fantasy!

The old man of time is recording my growth. In the end, my "Chinese dream" will be realized.

The third day: the morning sun