Reluctantly - disobeying destiny

Who said that grass must be yellow in autumn? This is fate, but I don't accept it. It's not a dead end but a challenge! This is not ignorance, but stubborn!

Correct! I must have survived this fall.

I was very sorry for the fact that the partners around me were all yellow and the green leaves on the branches of the trees fell on the legs. I fell in the autumn, so there was no life, only the monotonous yellow.

But I absolutely must insist, I can't be wilted! Never rot!

When the autumn is winter, the yellow and the snow are gradually dyed into snow white, and gradually the sun is getting weaker and weaker. The wind is biting, and the snow layer is drowning me. I am very cold, I am huddled, my body is frozen and I am desperate, I am desperately trying to open my eyes, I can't fall! Even if the weather is cold again, even if the wind is mad again, even if there is more snow, even if I am weaker, I can't afford to lose! Can't bow to fate! Even if I don't know what the outcome is, I can't give in to fate!

Gradually, I lost consciousness, and my stiff body has been hidden in ice. Is it true that fate is only a part of submission? I am not willing, not willing...

The snow stopped, and a glimmer of light on my body, I felt the temperature above zero, the familiar feeling, I felt that I felt this way a long time ago, so warm. Then I snowed the ice slag on my body and didn't have a bit of a bone. I looked at my eyes - spring is here.

The second day: Chen Yizhen