Su Shi’s dignity

"Hey, isn't this the Su Shier in the class? Didn't you ruin your mom today?" He stepped on my dignity again mercilessly, I didn't look up, he was half my head. I have no room for counterattack.

The "little brothers" standing behind him laughed, and I looked down at the already worn shoes on my feet. It must be funny now. "Ask you, talk." He beat my head with his hands over and over again, more and more people are coming up, I want to go, but I can't lift my legs, I want to squat, but I can't open it. mouth. Just because of his wealthy father who is driving a sports car and a mother who is full of makeup, I have to rely on my mother to make a living. My face is hot in an instant, the hot sun hits my face and hurts. I pray in my heart that I hope that it will end soon. Although I have to bear such humiliation every day, even without the ridiculous voice, I still carry it. Don't have a head.

"What are you doing? Not going to class" is the director of teaching. He is the famous "Black Mountain Old Demon" in the school. No one is not afraid. They run away with their legs. I took a deep breath. He walked into me. "What are you doing here? Didn't you hear the ringing of the class?" Hell class! But I still respectfully said "yes".

When he turned his head, I ran out of the school gate. I didn't know where I should go. I kicked the stone under my foot. I hate the shoes. It's better to get mad, bad to wear, I I can ask my mother to buy me new shoes, even if it is very cheap. At least it is complete.

“哎呦” I heard the sound, I immediately looked up, was a grandmother, my stone accidentally kicked her, I ran over, “Grandma, are you okay?” “Nothing,” she said slowly, bowing her head and picking up the ground. The empty plastic bottle was thrown into the sack held by the left hand, and the sack was smashed. It seems that there is nothing to gain. "Children, why don't you go to class?" I didn't want to answer. The smell and dress on her made me feel disgusted. I hated that I was like her. "Without you," I stepped forward.

"Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, boy!"

"Why," I turned around impatiently.

The grandmother carefully looked for something from the sack and took out a pair of shoes and said to me, "Look, this pair of shoes is still new. Do you think that you are not suitable for wearing?"

"I don't want others to break!" My mouth was stubborn, but my eyes never left the shoes. This is the shoe I dreamed of. I used to dream that I used it to play, run, and fly. Although there is a little crack on the side, it does not affect its beauty.

The grandmother came over. "Try it on the stone bench over there, try it." I nodded involuntarily, and it crossed my little self-esteem. "The size is right!" Yes, it is like tailor-made for me, I can't put it down. The grandmother looked at me and smiled: "Children, give it to you!" "Really? Really? Thank you." I suddenly gave birth to a tribute and gratitude. I stood up and jumped, and the haze just swept away. The grandmother carefully picked up my old shoes. I was a little embarrassed. "It's a shame, isn't it?"

At this time a young uncle walked over and looked at him with a scornful look. He scornfully dropped the empty water bottle at the foot of his grandmother. Grandma bent down and squatted. I angrily knocked the bottle in my grandmother's hand. "Do you have dignity? Just for a broken bottle?"

Grandma smiles lightly, and dignity is not given by others. It does not require anger and does not need to fight back. It only needs to be despised. Children, shoes are not shameful, you see your mother wash it clean! Go to school. Grandma is gone, I look at the back of her far away, she said I didn't understand, I just quietly picked up the shoes that were placed on the ground and stuffed them into the bag.

I used to think that cowardice is a shameful thing. I don't allow myself to be afraid, but I have only discovered that I dare to face my own weakness to be truly relieved. It is really powerful. I decided to smile when I met the boys next time.

The second day: Shangguan Yanni