The sunshine in my heart

There is a bunch of sunshine in my heart, flickering. The amount is not so much that it is not enough.

In fact, I didn’t think about it. I learned the “bad students” and I have no worries. I can sleep blatantly in class, speak without any scruples, and I can meet the teacher’s big swing when I am in class, and I can’t say hello to the whole school. Next, you can also take a drag on the fire.
In this way, I am really tired. I must not only do my own life in words and deeds, but also sleep in the afternoon, even if I am sleepy. Looking at the "bad students", throwing the book in a dashing manner, indifferently, the head is awkward, really hate yourself! Why are you so embarrassed to yourself! Really want to give up.

There is a reason for this effort. I want to take the third test. All in order to be able to share the same class with friends, and then continue to be small and innocent. But seeing the papers handed by the classmates, it really collapsed! I can imagine how I look at the empty eyes of more than a hundred of my classmates. The sense of failure that has never happened before has spread. I tried to use time to comfort myself, but at the same time I felt that I knew that self-deception. Foshan No. 1 Middle School: One. Three: thirty-eight. Ordinary middle school: one hundred. These data are so ruthless on my head that I am at a loss. "See you in the three middles." You have to work hard. If we all get into the third, I will try my best to get the same class and continue the front." At that time, we can do the same table again." Farther away, almost inaudible.

Yesterday I told her the rankings and the data in the promotion. There was no accident, and I had to take the phone to 20 cm away. "Go to hell! You are so bad! It's useless! If I am? The first one can't even touch the bowl." Later she simply said to me in a rogue tone, "I don't care! If you can't test it." In the third, I will kill you!" I smiled helplessly. "Know it!" Every time it is like this, when it is about to give up, it will always be pulled back to the original point by her words. Hey~She~This~ should be the sunshine in my heart. Uh, the sun is shining through a layer of leaves! However, I believe! One day, I will break through this layer of leaves! My future is bright!

Second day: chastity