A letter to dear dad

Dad, today we have quarreled again. The reason is very simple. It is because you don't understand me. I am blind and indiscriminate. I don't know if this is the Nth time. I blame you and hate you, but love for you is always more than resentment and hate. Xiaogu said that it is not easy for you to be born in this home. I want to understand you and thank you, but I really want to say that I have always forgiven you. Who can understand me?

Because I understand your hard work and tiredness, I agree that you will give me a stepmother, but you stubbornly believe that I long for maternal love; because I understand your bitterness, I never give you your grievances and show you tears. You always think that I look down on you, and you have no topic; because you understand your hard work, I have to learn to cook in advance, but you think that is what I should do; because I understand that you are making money, I have never I don't ask you to ask for money to buy anything I like. What the classmates say about me, you never know, and you are arrogant and think that I am doing very well. Whenever I see my sister and her father so close, what about you? I even feel that our distance is farther than strangers, you can play with other children's children, go crazy together, you never know how envious I am standing on the side, from the beginning of my note, you have not pulled I passed my hand, didn't hold me, didn't take me out to play, you only know that when you are angry, yell at me and take me out. People living in this world need to compare their hearts. Whenever I stand in your perspective, I will always be jealous of you. You will never consider it for me, and will not satisfy any of my little wishes. I am really tired of the so-called family life. You always complain that my grades are not good enough. How much have you really done for my studies? You can't help me solve the problem, don't accompany me to write homework, even if you are afraid to spend money on a tutorial class, now it seems that you have any qualifications to blame me? I just want to say that you are not a qualified father. In the next life, I don't want to be your daughter! ! !

Third day: Zhao Yujuan