A letter to Xiaojin

Dear Xiaojin:

Xiao Jin, oh, today, during the 24 hours you accompanied me, I wrote this letter. do you know? You used to be the tomorrow I pursued. But now, I have held you. Your appearance is not as good as I expected, even with the dreams I have done - too much difference.

But heaven is right! She reminded me two years ago and warned me not to push everything to tomorrow. I want to grasp the present and ask me to accumulate sweat from now on - even if it is a little bit. However, Xiaojin, I have never listened to her.

Xiaojin, do you understand? Do you really understand how much regret I am now? I regret that I didn't listen to the words of the day, didn't take a good look at myself, and didn't make a pursuit for my dream. Now, I can only use my greater pressure to pursue my own dreams; this can use more effort to avoid the glare of light...

I remember two years ago, I was still in the sixth grade of the country. The sixth grade homework is very tight! However, I seem to be extraordinarily relaxed. Wait until it is lost to remedy, this is my usual bad habit, this is the source of my failure - I am stupid enough that this tuition is too expensive! Often, I always push some of the homework I have to do tomorrow, and tomorrow, I will push it to the day after tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow... I have won a lot of time for rest and entertainment. But... the good times are not long.

All along, my grades are excellent. The life of the boring graduating class, the protagonists are also locked in the eyebrows, this kind of life, always full of competition and the sultry atmosphere, but all this is only for the key countries. I am not good at grasping the present, so I have more rest time than others, but this definitely reduces the time I study; I have more entertainment than others, but this definitely reduces my efforts to learn; I am better than others. With more free time, it definitely reduces my competitive strength... In this way, I only put half of my thoughts on learning. It was only a month before the real competition, I realized that the distance between myself and others has gone unconsciously.

Tears interpret my ending, pain, jealousy and self-blame occupy the relaxed mood of the past... All of this is due to the fact that I have not grasped the present. Xiaojin, do you know how deep my regrets are? When I put on the school uniform of the new school, I walked into the teaching building of the new school. All of this looked fainting to me: the room was full of wolves, and the students didn’t seem to be meeting for the first time. I felt the vibration of the floor in the appointment. I can't help but ask: "Is this a school?"

After finishing the new textbook, I ran to the goal of our day and night battle, but I could not enter - because of the school uniform I wear, I can only look at it from a long distance. Xiaojin, do you know how excited I am when I see the scene? On campus, everyone is quietly attending classes. This is their first lesson. They will have a lot of opportunities in the future, but I have no chance. I really want to stay here! ——I originally had the opportunity to study here, but unfortunately I am not good at grasping today and grasping the present.

Xiaojin, 24 hours a day is over, and my heart is once again tense, and yesterday is also. I keep asking myself, is it finished today? But before I got into the dream, I gave myself a satisfactory answer. I am afraid to repeat the same mistakes!

Xiaojin, after experiencing the failure, I never let myself regret it, and I didn’t let Yutian disappointed again. Yesterday, I said this to me in E-mail yesterday: "... Yesterday's long past, only memories, tomorrow can't catch and guess, so the most important thing is to grasp today... I Watching you everywhere you can't see, I find that you have really changed, become good and grasp the present. Today, in your hands today, it has raised many values: you know how to be tomorrow, and you know from today. Start, accumulate sweat, save power... know how to grasp today, tomorrow will be easy to catch..."

Xiaojin, I will never forget those days when I passed through my years like water. They will always be the bitterness of failure, but I will learn from the endless sweetness, success, and begin to approach me.

Xiao Jin, good night! When tomorrow begins with my sleepy eyes, I will welcome a new day, when I will not forget to grasp the present.

I wish you a healthy and healthy Xiaojin

I can always be with me.

Nephew