That time, I let go of my hand.

Selfishness is like a magical fruit, and the desire of the magic fruit grows out.

Selfishness is like a drop of black ink, assimilation of the original pure soul by evil;

Selfishness is like a mirror, clearly seeing evil but letting it spread endlessly;

Selfishness is more like a dagger, and it does not hesitate to hurt everyone in order to achieve the goal.

On Saturday, my mother and I went to the ecological park to play, and the fish that lived and danced in the river gave me a heart that was ready to go. I ignored the slogan "Do not fish" on the river bank, took out the hooks and threw them into the lake. The fish thought it was food to swim to the hooks. A greedy fish was hooked at once, alert me. Quickly pull the fish up and put it in an opaque pocket filled with water, and pull up the mother on the side to return home. At home, I prepared a large basin filled with water and put the fish in. My mother advised me to put the fish away, but I shook my head stubbornly. At that moment, the deep feelings that I had had come to my mind, but in the next second, those feelings of sorrow were squandered by what I thought was the "love" of the fish. I don't want to or want to think about it anymore. I always tell myself: "This is right, I am giving the fish a home without struggle." The heart calmed a lot, and I began to prepare food for the fish.

When the fish came home, he sank at the bottom of the pelvic slab. He looked like a sick man. I thought that the fish was hungry and sprinkled some fish food for it, but it was still moving at the bottom of the water. I gently touched it with my little hand, and I know that it suddenly turned around in a scary way, making me laugh and cry. Since then I have liked this little fish more. The next day, I bought some water plants, colorful stones and net sand. I am working hard to create a better "home" for the fish than nature.

One night, I ran to the balcony to see the little fish. With a faint moonlight, I saw that the fish was hitting the glass with a soft tail. The golden red fish fillet was illuminated by the moonlight to make a conspicuous red light, as if it were a bloody red wound on the fish, which looked miserable.

After a meal, I took the fish food to feed the fish, and the fish still didn't eat. Dad also looked down at the fish and said, "Is the fish very pitiful?" "Poor?" I wondered. Dad went on to say, "Yeah, it wants to go back to nature but is controlled by you. It wants to regain happiness but can't do anything. If it is you, how lonely you are!", "If it is me?" I think: If I am trapped in a beautiful room all day, and I am alone, it is really lonely. "Daughter, let go! Let go of the selfish hand, and stay here with it, not as good as it is. Turn it into a blessing, don't let the things you love be eroded by your love. Conversely, let your power gain power and spread your wings. If you really like it, it must be your happiness. Happiness. If nature can give it more happiness than you give it, then send it there!” Dad stared at me and nodded to me. I went back to the room, and my father’s words echoed in my ear. “If you really like it, you must regard its happiness as your happiness. If nature can give it more happiness than you, then you will Let's go there!" I bit my teeth and made a decision.

The next day, I came to the lake. I am alone, and there are fish. I poured it with the pebbles and gently poured them into the lake. They will take my selfishness away, take away the evil in my heart, and take away these painful memories. At this time, the silent fish came to the spirit, swinging the small tail and happily swam away. "I know that no matter how good the original home is, how peaceful it is, it will never compare with nature, because it can give you happiness, little fish, I wish you happiness." A tear fell from the corner of the eye, is it happy? Still sad?

Instructor: Xu Zhongming

First day: Yang Jingwen