want freedom

"Little boy, very little trouble..." For the adults who are busy with career and housework all day long, we teenagers, do not know the taste. The ancients Xin Qiji also said: "The youngsters don't know how to taste, fall in love with the floor. Fall in love with the floor, and say something to the new words." For this reason, I fell into meditation...

Is the life of a teenager really happy? I have been pondering this sentence for a long time.

Every morning, we shuttled on a fixed road. After returning to school, we were suffering from the lack of classroom learning. No one can talk to the homework and practice that can never be done. At night, when others are asleep, only the hard-working students of us are still dealing with words. In such a day, can you say "happy"?

As we grew up, I was involuntarily impressed when I saw that some of my classmates were also absorbing their knowledge during the class. There was no laughter in the classroom, no hip-hop, but it was surrounded by a layer of creepy silence. There was silence everywhere, and even a needle falling into the ground could be heard. Although I have thought about escaping, I can't help but fight the idea of ​​fire when I think that my future future must be strong. Our lives have been fixed in a framework since then!

Whenever I see a trace of blues and wrinkles from my parents, whenever I feel that the years are ruthlessly passing away, whenever my ears ring the words of my parents’ expectations, my heart will always be stabbed like a knife. It’s about to collapse. Grateful, it unwittingly increased my baggage...

I want to become a little bird, fly over the blue sky, feel the caress of the wind, and want to sit on a small boat and swim in the boundless ocean; I want to give up everything, live without an alarm clock, live without exams, think more... ...but the reality is like a ruthless blade that pierces my fantasies. I know that "Plum blossoms are coming from bitter cold". For my own future, now I must learn to endure and overcome difficulties before I can move towards the light. I also know that all the sufferings now will become sweet, and no one can succeed casually. , hey, boy...

free! How far away is it! I want to grow up quickly and find a paradise that belongs to me.

Guangzhou First High School, Liwan District, Guangzhou, China