a letter to heaven

Dear brother,

Hello there!

You left me on July 28 and left this world full of sunshine and pain. Maybe you will be happy, maybe you will be sad, maybe you will... How can you leave me so early! You know how much I like you! How cherish you! You have left me, do you know that this is too much! I beg you! come back! Don't wander in the kingdom of heaven! Still doing everything in a down-to-earth manner! You are so cute! It is very strong, why are you leaving me! You will protect me when you grow up! Why did you leave so early? Don't want to protect me? Then I don't need you to protect it! come back! come back! I beg you! Don't leave me, you left me how to live!

If you can resurrect, how good! I will definitely hurt you more, protect you more, will not let anyone bully you, will not let you suffer any grievances! come back! Even if the world is cruel and sad, you must be strong, don't be afraid, be sure to resist the end, I will help you! I know that people can't resurrect, but I am still waiting for you to come back. I beg you! Give me a chance, come back! It is a pity that people have only one life. If there are two or three, it will be fine! If you can rise again, I am willing to die! Because I don't want my loved ones around me, one by one, I just want to use my life to change! do not leave me! do not leave me!

Maybe I will become stronger in the future, maybe I will become depressed in the future, maybe I will become very sad in the future, maybe I will become... I will pray every day that you can come back to me. Maybe one day I will see you again. All the hopes are for you, only hope that you can rise again, and time can go backwards. But all that hope is impossible to achieve, I know it clearly! If God sees this scene deeply touched, maybe God will return you to me!

I will be stronger in the future, I will not cry for any small things, I promise you! I hope you can come back! But impossible, may you live well in heaven. I will always remember you! You will also be the biggest wound in my inner world.

wish

Healthy and happy, always happy!

Your sister

August 4, 2006