Green memories

"Snow, tidy up your drawers, dirty and messy." Mom said to me while cooking. "Oh, I know." I was impatient, lazily opened the drawer and took things out. But when my finger touched the bottom of the letter, I was all stiff, it was the memory at the bottom of the drawer...
The results have always been the top of the class, I have always been known for being willful. The leaves that were transferred in the second semester are exactly the opposite of me. At that time she was sitting in front of me, we always chat, she said that she likes green leaves very much, we are very happy together. She is a very practical and quiet girl. What is unexpected to me is that her performance is always better than me. I am not convinced and always want to exceed her. This kind of psychology has gradually become awkward, I It started to be cold to her. She always talks to me, but I love to ignore it. Because I have a good relationship, I don't worry about playing with no one, and I like to show off my friends in front of the leaves. Although her grades are good, the level of problems that can be done is not as good as me. This is one of my most proud things. When she asked me questions, I said coldly and coldly: "I won't." But she I have never blamed me.
Once, when I was in computer class, the teacher asked us to do some files. I won't, just no one next to me. At this time, Ye came. She smiled and said, "I will help you." I don't know why, I suddenly Fire, why she is better than me, why should she help me, I pushed her away, shouting: "You go, I know that you are better than me, then you don't always show off in front of me!" She was made awkward by me. Later, when I was only angry, I didn’t know anything.
Maybe it was too much for me that day, Ye no longer talked to me, my anger has not disappeared, or yell at her, although sometimes I know that this kind of mentality is not good, but I just can't calm down. The days passed, and one day, I received a letter, very beautiful, with pale green leaves on the pale green envelope. I opened it curiously, and a green leaf slipped out of the envelope and floated on the table. Needless to say, the letter is written by Ye. She said that she knows that I am very strong, so she is like her, she does not blame me, because I will always be her best friend. She also said that she used to be a very lonely person. After I met me, I realized that the world is so interesting. Now she has to transfer again. She said that I hope that I will not be too extreme in the future, which is not good for myself. Also said that she is reluctant to be here. After reading the letter, it seemed as if a bucket of ice water had poured from my head and let me calm down. Looking at the empty seat in front, I was embarrassed, how generous she was, how not to hate me, leave, and think for me, compare with her, I am so small.
This matter has been going on for a long time, and now the green leaf is still lying quietly in the envelope, as if it represents the generous heart of Ye, and tells me that I have lost one of the most understanding friends. I finally understood: mutual understanding and tolerance between people is the most precious. I don't know how to make up for this mistake, so I have to hide it completely in my heart so that my heart can be broadened.