Your sky, my love

Tintin:

You must be very sad today, I am so scared to you, are you scared?

I let you kneel at the door, so ruthless, you cry so sad, must hate me?

Do you know how angry I was at the time!

Since I moved, your whole person has changed. I have been playing with those children all day. I am not letting you play, but how can you know right and wrong, right and wrong, right and wrong?

Your kindergarten is carefully selected by me and my parents. We hope that you will have a good environment for growth, so that you can grow up healthily and happily. But no matter how hard we work, there will always be imperfections.

You are an indispensable part of my life. I don't want you to make any mistakes. I don't know how to continue living if I lose you.

The gate of the community is a restricted area. The car is coming and going. My mother and I have been jealous of you. You can’t be obedient when you are young. At that time, I went to find you, searched the places I could find, and still couldn't find you. Do you know how worried I am? Originally, I thought: I must teach you well after I found you. But later, I can't find you, I am crying.

I am really afraid of losing you!

You are fighting with children, and you are crying and running back with scars. I was so angry at that time, how could you be so stupid, like your sister, when you were riding on the body, would you not fight back? Are you not claiming to be Altman?

I hope that you can remember today, remember what you are squatting at the door today, and remember what I said to you.

Perhaps, for such a weak you, my sister is too strict, but how can you understand my good intentions? Looking at your face with tears, how can I not be sad?

Maybe in the future, you will hate me, hate me, think: my sister is a bad guy! Will not share with me the fun things you have in kindergarten, will not answer the questions I asked, do not share good things with me...

But I don't care, I don't want you to have a black childhood like your sister. As long as you are safe, I only want you to be happy.

I can't give you superior living conditions, but I hope that your future sky is a spotless azure blue.

Love your sister

2009.10.25

Liu Qingyu, junior high school, junior high school