Letter to my brother

brother:

There are still 100 days away from the entrance exam today, you didn't expect it to be so fast! In fact, I am not prepared for it! I am always embarrassed now, and I can’t help myself! But my brother, I have a bitter heart, but after all, no one knows me.

I want to write a letter to my brother, but you don’t want your brother. why? do you know? How much I want to talk to my brother! Because you are a brother, so I want to care, I want to be like a colleague with someone else. Because it is a brother, so I treat you as a relative, but my brother does not seem to put me in my heart? Because of my brother's forgetting, I am often very sad. I was thinking that my brother had accepted me at the beginning. Is it fun? Because I don’t want to lose, I recognize me? But silly, I have become a real person, because no one loves it for a long time. I am very eager to be cared for, and it is perfunctory.

I can't bear to blame my brother because there is no such position and power. What am I? It’s just a dispensable person. There is no need to waste time and money for me. Is that true? Does my brother think so? I always think that I should be an optimistic and cheerful person, but why is it always full of sorrow? It’s always unfortunate to fight for life, but I shouldn’t be happy?

What should I do during the remaining 100 days? How can I find the status? I am all thinking about it, but can you help me with my brother? Brother, you are always afraid to bother me, but you don't know how much I want to have the encouragement of my brother! Even a sentence is OK. You don't understand these brothers, I dare not tell you, brother, you have to understand! I want my brother's concern.

Ok, goodbye brother!