Paper scraps under the moonlight - Dad’s father

Dad in the distance:

I want to call and listen to your voice, but I suddenly remembered that there was no phone at home.

I have to write a letter to you in this dim moonlight.

You, appearing in a hurry, hurriedly speaking, hurriedly disappeared into my horizon.

But your love has never been in a hurry.

At this moment, I remembered the past. My birth seems to have brought countless distress to this family. I have a brother, my mother still wants to regenerate a boy, but I got my "unpromising" girl. At that time, Grandpa sat in a chair and sighed and said to his mother, "Is your stomach so arrogant?" Later I saw that my mother secretly hid in the house and wiped her tears.

I am in the year of school. You talked to Grandpa and said, Should I go to school? Grandpa threw a sentence: "A girl, I want to go to school, and then the boss is already in school. How can we afford two babies? Help the next field."

That night, I saw you sitting under the oil lamp, pulling your fingers to calculate the tuition, and shook his head helplessly... I sat in the cold chair for a night.

The next day, I helped the two uncles to cut rice together. The fierce Yanyang shines on my skin, and the sweat sticks to my hair and I feel uncomfortable. Suddenly I saw a limping figure far away - I wondered how people would not be busy harvesting this year, but instead strolling.

After a tired day, the skin was reddened and the clothes were soaked in sweat to keep close to the body. When you got home, it was the door you opened. When I saw it, I realized that the original person was you. You pretended to smile easily, and turned a head into the house with a wooden stick. I saw the mother in the room, her eyes were full of bloodshot, red and swollen. My heart is raised, what happened? Later, the mother told me that she twitched and said: "You are trying to raise tuition fees for you. It is not bright today. I have gone for dozens of miles to go to the town to pick up the wasteland. I have already smashed a lot of things, but he What are you doing...", the mother wiped a tear and continued, "I went to pick up a waste vase thrown by a big family, and I was stunned. A lot of scavengers came over and beat you up." . . . They took the vase trail and sold it. Where is Tian Li!" You bowed your head and said nothing, "I am not early, I am cooking."

The mother took you a hand, "What can you do, sit down." The mother will help you with the medicine. The leg is beaten and fleshy, and the blood is still mixed with fine sand. There is a bloody smell in the room, and a few flies are still spinning around you. The medicine was applied up, and you hurt your teeth, but there was no bang, and fine sweat oozing from the top of the forehead. I lowered my head and whispered to you, "Dad, I don't study."... You didn't talk for a while.

However, the sky is not bright, you dragged your injured leg, quietly cover the door, went again...

So close to a month, you have not slept a good feeling, did not quietly heal at home, only to raise tuition for me. When I took the first new book you bought for me, your face smiled and my heart cried.

The day of the new school is over, I think I can finally go to school. The autumn wind wrinkled the lake in front of the house, and I saw the smoke floating in the distance. In the summer, I saw a small flower tender and refreshing. In the summer, I saw a branch of leaves swaying lonely, watching the blue sky and white clouds in the summer, Yunjuan Yunshu, and finally watching the season fade away in the summer... I finally waited for this. Autumn day.

You sent me, I carried a small school bag that my mother sewed for me, holding your warm big hand, and my heart was filled with infinite joy. With a bang, a bird flies from one branch to another. The sun casts from the cracks in Linyin, leaving a mottled shadow on the ground. The fragrance of the attacking person plunges into the nose, and the wind blows in the ear to hunt...

When I walked to a gravel paved road, you suddenly picked me up. I was horrified and looked at you in confusion. You explained: "I saw you wearing cloth shoes, afraid that the small stones would hurt your feet. "I looked up and stared at you seriously, in your arms, in the ocean of love." I know that your feet are also cloth shoes.

......

In the school, people are surging, and the eyes are full of children wearing colorful new clothes and carrying new bags. You are ashamed to bow your head and say to me: "I will wear new clothes in the future." After he took out a nest from his pocket and handed it to me, the yellow skin was a little burnt, but still with the temperature. You said gently, this is breakfast, you have to eat. I gave a bang, you touched my head with joy. I suddenly remembered something, and I asked childishly, did you eat it? You smiled and showed a yellow tooth, and said that I had eaten it in the morning. I look at your chapped lips, I know, you didn't eat at all...

Dad, how do you live in the face of a year’s worth of tuition and two children’s living expenses? Is your leg hurt better? I know that your wounds are always painful, but you don't want to tell others that you can only take painkillers. dad! Don't grieve yourself anymore! Do you know that your daughter will feel bad?

I... I wanted to harvest a spring breeze, but you gave me the whole spring; I wanted to hold a bunch of waves, but you gave me the whole ocean; I wanted to take a red leaf, but you gave me the whole maple. Lin; I wanted to kiss a snowflake, but you gave me the whole silver world!

I am just a leaf. Now, what kind of efforts should I use to repay the love that the forest gives?

Note: Don't send any more money, I can use it enough. You have to buy some good wine and meat for yourself, and make up for it. Say hello to my family on my behalf.

The paper is short and long, and then pray for it!

Your daughter