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Hidden in the corner of no one, let your eyes go, let the lost tears slip through the windy cheeks, heaven! Who will tell me the reason for this cry!

Once again, I cringed. I didn't have the courage and courage to face the challenge. I didn't dare to accept another commitment with confidence. There was another experience of failure in my mind. Tomorrow, is it a terrible black again? weekend? I dare not assert that in the confusion, I always think that no one really understands myself. There is no close friend around me. Everything is shrouded in hypocrisy and deception. I always think that I have seen the hearts of the people and transparently the soul of the world. In the world, who is true and who is false, who is good and who is evil is just an instant feeling experience; always think that I know myself well, but now I don't know where to go next. I think of a very ironic saying: "A strong appearance is a fragile heart." Is this saying me? I asked myself. Maybe, I will answer.

At this moment, I am no longer in the wind, I am so embarrassed, I can only secretly wipe away the tears, the world has stopped the pace of rotation, only to hear the ruthless ridicule of the wind, tears and the ground whisper; at this moment, I am no longer strong, I confess My own timidity, I am not the strong one - I used to be. I dare not look up and embrace tomorrow.

My eyes, I can’t hear who’s talking with whom, do I still want to cry? Maybe one day, I can't cry a tear, how can I talk about injuries? Do I really have to face it? Do not! I can not!

The passage of time brings with it unlimited regret, bear it! Deep in my heart is calling my soul. Am I getting it wrong? Yes, it is calling my name, accepting tomorrow, accepting tomorrow! This is its voice, don't be afraid, don't be afraid! This is its voice. accept? Brave? Can I? You can! It tells me. Try it? Yes, take a step! I hesitated, past, reality, come together, intertwined, mixed, confused. Can't help but shout, what should I do? Maybe, just the so-called maybe, who can conclude success and failure?

stand up! The voice coming from the ridiculousness, stand up! stand up? me? I have been numb with my legs for a long time, just like my courage, numb in a sentence "I don't dare", stand up! This time I told myself that I was breathing all over, yes, I have to stand up! Accepting reality is more realistic than escaping from reality. Commitment is more pleasing than escaping. Being stronger is more challenging than retreating. I, I want, I want to tell darkness with standing, I can!

Look up, look at the sky, the blue should reflect the blue, the tears that have not flowed out can only be rotated in the eyelids, let them stay, let them draw countless invisible circles, I relieved, I know that I should How to face tomorrow, since you can't pick up the tears on the ground, why do you still have to struggle without fruit? Since we can't predict the result, why can't we enjoy the process with great effort? Have I not succeeded? No, I have it. How many times have you told me that I am not weak. In fact, I am strong enough. In fact, I have confidence. I just made a choice. I forgot the positive energy I have. I chose a dead end. Now, the lost lamb finally finds Go back to the direction, return to the starting point, and make another choice. This time, I choose toughness: it can be stretched, confident and tenacious!

I chose, I understand, the choice is not just ABCD, I have learned to choose challenges in the fear, just like Sang Lan chooses to smile after frustration; I have learned to choose decisiveness when hesitating, just as Sima moved to choose in the crisis; I I have learned to choose introspection in anger, just as Lincoln chose to be calm after being humiliated. In the choice, I know too much, life's multiple choice questions, I know how to hand over a perfect answer, crying can't solve the problem, next tomorrow, the sun is shining!

Choose not to accept weak tears, choice, challenge, tomorrow...

The third day: Dou Nannan