The taste of failure

The breezy wind blows, the sun loses the light of the past, and my mood falls to the bottom. Heart, inexplicable pain. I sat on the lawn and didn't want to say anything, even the tears in my eyes were so far-fetched. It’s a good idea to use a “scissor to cut off the water and make it easier to lift a cup.”

Now I know that the feeling of failure is like this, and it feels more uncomfortable than suffocation.

A few days ago, I got the transcript of the midterm exam. I stared at the transcript, and I couldn’t help but twitch. Is this really my transcript? I can’t believe my eyes. . I never thought about it, I would have tested it so badly. I recalculated the score over and over again, and I hope that it is just a teacher's wrong score, but this is just my own delusion.

I saw the classmates pointing at me, their ridicules darting into my ears from time to time. "Haha! Look at her stupid, I didn't think I was a good teacher. I thought it was a teacher's mistake." Yes, yeah! I can't think of her so badly. It's just a big surprise. "... I grabbed my ears hard, closed my eyes, tried not to think about it, I wanted to forget all of this."

When I got home, I trapped myself in the room. Now I just want to be alone. In the room, playing a sad song, I listened to this song singly, the original sad melody is not like that, sad melody, I can't be clear now. "哗啦啦" The sky was raining heavily, and this ruthless rain drenched my heart.

I smiled sillyly at myself in the mirror: "If I didn't expect anything at first, maybe I don't have to be so disappointed now!" But I thought, if I fail to face this, I will abandon it, then I How should the future life path go on? Perhaps, failure is a precious opportunity to exercise our strength. "Failure can make a person's will strong, but it can also make a person look down." This is not the first time I have listened. But why didn't I understand it until now?

I have figured it out and I feel much better. The sun's rays shone back to the earth, and the sky hangs a fascinating rainbow.

I believe that as long as I start from now, re-energize, work hard, and success is not far from me, next time I will definitely get better, everything will be fine.