Desalination friendship

In September 2019, I was admitted to the middle of the city. For me from the countryside, it is very rare to go to school in the city. Therefore, my parents’ demands for me have naturally improved. I shoulder their shoulders. All hope and sweat.

On the day of school, the wind in the countryside was unusually embarrassing. From time to time, the floating soil was filled in the air, but I could still feel the fragrance of the countryside. I left the baggage and took the car quietly in this weather. .

Leaving means going to an unfamiliar environment, which means a new beginning. It is inevitable that I am nervous and excited. I am sitting in the seat of the car, looking through the window to see the scenery outside. The tree is going backwards and the people are going backwards. I seem to feel The hometown is getting farther and farther away, and the car is still the same. I don’t know how long it took. The driver sipped and got off the bus, and I arrived at the destination.

I got out of the car and saw the tall buildings. I felt surrounded by high-rise buildings. There was no room for breathing. This is a strange place. In this place, as if all my passion in the countryside was suppressed. As if my innocence and childlikeness were blocked by the city's iron cage, I can't think about whether my nature will be wiped out in the future. With that fear, I came to the middle school campus, and the middle school gave me The first impression is that there are many students and beautiful campuses, and I have not been particularly tempted by this. After all, as a foreign student, this is not kind to my hometown. I am not whipping the campus, but My heart is still immersed in the hustle and bustle of my hometown. The time has passed away a little. I tried to integrate into this school. Gradually I became a good friend and even a confidant.

However, all this has gradually made me and my childhood partners strange. There are very few opportunities to go home, even a few times a year. Every time I go back, my friends always smile and greet me, and I am here. Everything has become less, it may be that the middle school has sharpened my character and angle. Every day is the same task. Most of the day is to study in the classroom. Even the class can see the students working hard. In the case of the book, I didn’t care about eating at school, and I didn’t care about my eyes at night. I thought it was China’s sleepless night. The exam made me have to integrate into this trend. Gradually my The character became introverted and lost the kind of pastness and sunshine.

The gap between my childhood partner and I was built in this kind of life. The friendship between us began to have a distance. After graduation from the middle school, I went back to my hometown. My hometown is still the hometown, my partner is still a group of partners, and I have No longer the former me, I tried to make up for this lack of caring friendship, but there seems to be a layer of unbreakable barrier between me and my partner.

I used to think that the most painful thing in the world is that I can't meet my true friends all my life. Until now, I understand that deeper pain is that my friends are in front of me, but I don't know how to talk with him. A silent posture played down this friendship.

Third day: Zhao Lecheng