Mood

The first stop in high school is like a majestic storm. My heart is like a boat, and it is gradually destroying under the ravages of wind and rain.

I don’t know when, my heart is gradually degenerating, and an unspeakable feeling is slowly unfolding, just like the blue ink dripping in the water, a little bit of rendering, a little erosion, I don’t know what day will end, just like I don’t know the sea. How deep is it.

When my brother said that I would miss home, he said that this is a common problem for every student, I disdain! In the face of seven days of accommodation, my eyes never blinked. Now I think that I was brave at the time, like a young eagle who is about to spread wings, proud, lonely flying, even if it is facing the huge waves, it will rise. Sailing long distance.

But now, I am shrinking. Although I don't want to admit it, I have to say that the home is really a wonderful thing. Maybe when I feel cold, maybe when I feel hungry, I may turn over and see my lying next to me. Not a friend many years ago, a faint sense of desolateness began to permeate, and a thought flashed from time to time. If this is home, how good it is!

Sometimes lying in bed, I can't sleep when I turn over and over, a picture is constantly flashing in my mind, fixed, my brother's cute, my mother's kindness, my father's sternness, I want to cry, crying and crying, but, After decades of family ties, I can still be washed by a tear. I want to laugh, laugh loudly, laugh at the ups and downs of the world, laugh at the joys and sorrows of the world, and laugh at a family that cannot reunite.

How ridiculous, why not laugh?

I used to never believe in fate. I think it was the reason for the weak, but later I found that I was wrong, and it was very strange. I actually overthrew my own ideals. A person without ideals, you have seen ? I gradually realized that perhaps in the midst of the sky, it was destined to let the people who got it lose something. Just like a fortune teller can never figure out his own life. The king is destined to be alone!

This world has given us too much helplessness. Just as loneliness is destined for someone to bear the same, or happy or sad, or hurt or worry, the path of one person needs to be grasped by one person. We are close at hand, but we can only silently bless, not A person on a road may never realize the hardships of that road. It is like an invisible mountain. We can't see it, and we can't think of it.

All that can be done is prayer.

I prayed to God and let my brother be happy again every day. I prayed to let my father and mother be happy again. I prayed that God would let my loved ones live longer.

But the sky is still heaven, and people are still human beings, just like two parallel lines, and it is never possible to communicate.

I am still alone, and the same is true of God. Everyone is alone in loneliness.

Maybe when I entered high school, I have already had an inseparable relationship with loneliness. Can I enjoy loneliness, doomed a person's success or failure, maybe I entered the high school, I have already entered the society, I can adapt, and I am destined to be alone. Good or bad, maybe if you enter high school, you should have the ability to judge the world, but I don't want to judge anything any more, and I don't want to say anything more.

I have no right to interfere with others' roads, and I cannot interfere.

All I can do is myself.

High school, the beginning of a dream, the bursting of another dream, I want to work hard to adjust, but God, never give the weak.

The third day: the quality of the book