I will love you for the rest of my life.

I took a dilapidated big wooden box and walked out of the door of the xx hospital. The sunset brought my shadow a long time.

Yes, I am 55 years old today. I retired, left my job for 30 years, and left the familiar scalpel and white coat. I missed the last look of the hospital. Kneeling down, turned and left, never came back.

At the door, my son took my big wooden box and put it in the trunk of the car. I opened the door and I was able to sit in the back seat with flexibility and start to close my eyes. Along the way, my son and I did not say a word.

I suddenly thought that I had never taken care of his life these years. Just let him stay with my elderly parents and grow up. I don't even know how many shoes he wears? How high is it? Is there a girlfriend? I always thought that it would suffice to give him material satisfaction. I ignored his heart. I never told him a question, never sent him to school, never took him to an amusement park, never... I thought it was really painful. Tears involuntarily spill over the eyelashes. My son seems to have found out that something is wrong with me. Ask me in a cold tone: "Mom, what's wrong?" It really seems to be talking to strangers, and there is no such intimacy as the grandparents. I wiped out my tears, adjusted my emotions, and cautiously asked him: "Son, Mom took you to the amusement park to play. Okay?" At that moment, I clearly saw his eyes flashing, as if a little bit Tears. But then the previous calm was restored. I sneered a little and said to me, "I don't need it." I am speechless, I really am sorry for him.

At the doorstep, the elderly parents dragged me to pick me up. I haven’t been home for too long. Looking at the white hair of my parents and the old spots on the arm, my tears could not stop falling again. Parents, really old. Unconsciously, the years have left so many traces on them. When I saw me, my parents were very excited. Mouth in his mouth: "It’s good to come back, just come back." After dinner, our family sat on the sofa watching TV. How many years have such a scenario been lost? I thought to myself. At this time, the TV began to play an advertisement "often go home to see". I clearly heard my son say, "How long has it not come back, hehe." At that moment, I suddenly remembered that I had not had dinner with my parents for a long time. I haven’t talked to them for a long time, for a long time... I'm wrong! Wrong is too outrageous! What is the use of earning money? Can you make more money to make up for your mother’s love that has been missing for many years? Can you earn more money for a lost family? Even if you climbed the peak of your dreams, who else will accompany you?

Why do you only know how to cherish if you lose? "The tree wants to be quiet and the wind is not endless, the child wants to be filial and not in love." Is it only to lose parents to know how to filialize them? At that time, is there still a chance? From now on, I want to be a person with a family. Laundry and cooking for the family. Travel with them, take them to the romance of the Aegean Sea, visit Paris, the fashion capital, and listen to the sounds of nature... I will love you for the rest of my life!

"Get up, the sun is flat." Mom is calling me to get up. All this turned out to be a dream. Life in this world, growing in this world, is because of parents. Parents have given us life, and parents have nurtured us to grow. Parents' parenting, we should use our life to repay. I remembered my previous ignorance and the confrontation with my parents. in my heart……

I will love you all the best for the rest of my life!

The second day: Gao Haiyi