Grey rose 1 (reproduced)

The boy fell in love and the girl chose someone else. He is not reconciled. Every day he is addicted to tobacco and alcohol. His life is desolate. For him, the world is meaningless. Life has long lost the reason for living. Besides pain, no other thing can be found. It is.

It was at this time that God appeared, not knowing it was because of sympathy or compassion. "Do you have any wishes?" God asked.

"Take me to a place where there is no love. I will use my life for a month. There is no longer a reason for my existence in this world." The boy said with dismay.

"Okay." God thought about it: "There is such a world, but I can give you a chance."

"what chance?"

"When you want to come back, just let a woman say 'I love you' in this month, then you can return here."

"I don't want to come back," the boy said. He smiled and closed his eyes, welcoming the new world, the world he admits will no longer suffer, and there will be no more love world.

This world is gray. This is the boy's first reaction. Everything in front of him has no color, but this may be the world that the boy wants. No more pain. So the boy lived like this, calmly accepted, and waited peacefully for death.

Until that day, the calm was broken. He saw the girl. The girl who loved him had a very similar appearance. Even the voice, even the habit, even the person with similar personality, he stopped. I know that I can't escape, no matter where I am, whether it is the once-world or the gray world, I will always love this girl forever and I will never forget it. He remembered the opportunity that God gave him, and told himself: "There is no way to forget the feelings for her, then don't give up again, she smashed me once in that world, then I will chase her back in this world. And then take her back. Let's go back together."

From then on, the boy went to the girl every day, went to her flower shop during the day to buy a bunch of gray roses to send her, and stood at her window sill at night to tell her how much she liked her, and never changed every day. However, the girl never promised, except for a refusal, even hesitated. The boy didn't understand, he was definitely not bad, and the girl didn't have a boyfriend. Why didn't he promise him? Haven't even considered it? Could it be that she has something to hide?

So the boy finally couldn't help but ask the girl: "Why don't you give me a chance?"

"Because the roses here are not red." The girl's answer did not bring any feelings, but it was not like joking.

The boy does not understand more. In the gray world, there is always only gray, and why is it red? However, what is the relationship between loving someone and the color of roses? If the value of love can only be measured by the color of the rose, then why should he suffer alone, why should he use his life for a month? He only knows that since the beginning of the censorship, the girl has never smiled at him. She always talks coldly, let alone say "I love you" to herself. Instead, she is trapped in this world that should have no feelings. Deep, can't extricate yourself, why? Shouldn't there be no pain here? Why do you feel so sad? Could it be that you have been played by God? With a lifetime of life, but in exchange for a month of pain, why?

The boy screamed out of the flower shop and left the girl alone. He didn't look back, but he missed the helplessness of the girl's face, a pain, an impulse to catch him, the girl. Know that this is not allowed.

That day was the last day of the month, and the boy was lying on the bed, waiting for his death. These days, he never went to find a girl, want to forget, but can't forget. The girl’s figure is constantly appearing in my heart. Is it helpless, painful, or just love for that girl? But these are no longer important, and for a dying person, nothing will matter.

The door of the room was pushed open at this time, and the person who walked in was actually the woman he loved, and her hand was carrying a basket of gray roses that had been thanked. He knew that it was given to her every day. The boy was too surprised to say anything, "Why? Why are you coming?" Knowing that the girl does not love herself, but still can't help but feel moved.

"A fool!" For the first time, the girl no longer spoke to him with that cold voice: "Your deadline is only one month. If I don't come today, isn't I going to see it again?"

"Let's go, I don't need anyone to be pitiful," the boy's eyes showed a trace of pain. Even in the end, he still couldn't grasp what he loved: "My path is chosen by myself."

"So, have you regretted it? Regret to come here?" The girl asked him.

"Repent. Choose to come here, it is a mistake at first, I still can't help but fall in love with you, can't forget you, can't help but not let you fall in love with me!" There was a cry in the boy's voice. But no one can hear, except girls.

"I still don't understand? I have fallen in love with you a long time ago!" The girl smiled, and there was a bitter bitterness in her smile, but it also had a lightheartedness.

The boy looked at her incredulously. For a moment, he suddenly roared: "I said that I don't need sympathy! You don't need to use this lie to lie to me!"

"I didn't lie to you." The girl stood there and looked at the boy: "Since the beginning, I have fallen in love with you, starting with the first gray rose you bought."

"Impossible." The boy shook his head: "Otherwise, why didn't you say it earlier, but must wait until today?"

"Because..." The girl smiled: "I want to be with you more, want to be with more people I like, in your world, should there be nothing wrong?"

The boy shook his head. He didn't understand. What does it mean to be with the same?

"Have you forgotten your wish? You want a ruthless world." The girl stopped, and then revealed her most beautiful smile. She knew that this was the smile that the boy always wanted to see. That was The last gift she gave to the boy: "And in this gray world, unless someone who has a contract with God, someone like me, falls in love with a person, and tells him the meaning of those three words, Represents the end of life."

The boy was stunned. When he had not had time to think about it, the girl gently said to him: "I don't want you to die, so I love you, only this life, only here." The boy jerked out his hand and tried to catch Lived in the girl, but caught a gray sand in the moment of the wind blowing. The gray rose petals fell gently, falling on his hands and falling on the gray sand.

Quietly pinching and pinching tightly, the boy finally knew how big a mistake he had made. He gently used his knife to open his arm. He only wanted to dye the red rose with blood, but he saw that even his own blood had turned into gray, but slowly infiltrated into the thin. Among the gray sands.

"Do you regret the original decision?" God always comes at the latest.

The boy raised his head silently, looked at him, nodded, and shook his head again: "It turns out that the best world is still the original one! Just because, no matter how painful, there is at least hope there!" He said, looking at the gray petals, he smiled, this is his first smile since he lost his love.

"Yes? Now she has told you that I love you, you can go back." God smiled and prepared to send him back.

"It's gone. Because I don't regret coming here, I don't regret the original choice. If I want to choose another one, I will still come." Looking at the splint and petals in my hand, "My heart has been left behind." ,Can not go back."

The boy stood up and asked God: "Can you give me a red rose?"

"Have you forgotten? The gray world can't have red."

"Yes? It seems that I really asked too much." Looking at the clock on the wall, the boy squeezed the fine sand in his hand, and the gray rose petals.

When the clock was knocked 12 times, everything no longer existed, only the fine sand that fluttered in the wind. A piece of torn paper flew in the distance, and the news of the day was looming. No one knows what happened there. I just don’t know when, in the sand of the corner, I gave birth to a red rose, like that red, like blood...

Grey rose 1 (reproduced)

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