life goes on

Whenever my heart is upset, I will always look up and ask the question, and ask some questions that I don’t even know how to answer: God created us, why? How can I do it well? Why is it never as I wish, why a series of unsatisfactory things happen to me... Thousands of questions are flashing in my mind, who can tell me where to go?

The final exam scores earned me a moment. It was just like Qin Tianyi. Why can't I do it well? One semester's efforts have been lost. This makes me feel more, which makes me feel sorry for my parents who have worked hard for a long time. Mom and Dad didn't blame me, it made me feel guilty.

Mom and Dad always said to me, don't be discouraged, this is only one-sixth. It is not good to continue to work hard in the next semester. But I know for myself that I am a child who loves to think about it. If there is a little failure, I will think it is the end of the world. I really want to resist my incompetent thoughts. Always showing a kind of indifference in front of my parents, I don't want them to worry, behind the scenes, I have smashed the quilt with tears many times.

I want to do my best. I know in my heart that this is my vanity. I have also reflected on it. The failures and times are my own unsettled. As long as there is a little success, I will be too proud to see. To the success of others, my heart is jealous, but I will be chaotic because of my incompetence.

What is life, we are experiencing, in any case, God has given us the opportunity to experience life, I believe, he will not let us return empty-handed. Life is still going on, and our life path is going on. I hope that anyone at all times will believe in life and firmly believe in the meaning of our existence.

Jiangsu Nantong Hai'an Dagong Middle School, the first day: Li Wenqian