National life

In the life of the country, there are happiness, distress, confusion, and sadness. Too many emotions come together, and short-term life in the country becomes simple and complicated, making people feel troubled.

I went to the middle school and represented that I grew up. It is not the "little princess" and "Little Master" who are soloved and loved. Representing that you have your own ideas and freedoms, you are no longer a person who can only listen to your parents and have no opinion. Although there is freedom, life can be out of control; although grown up, there are things that cannot be done independently by one person.

In the past, when the school was in trouble, sometimes the teacher could help, naturally and easily. Learning is not very urgent, even if you can't control yourself, there are at least a strict father, mother. At home, I am being pampered, what I can’t pay attention to, and there are parents around. Life is orderly and well organized.

But when I was in the middle of the country, everything changed naturally. It seems to have entered a strange world. Solve it yourself in school. The school is also very nervous, and there are many homework. When I can't control myself, my father and mother are not in charge. Because they feel that they have to learn to be conscious in the country. At home, it is no longer the "little princess" who was favored and protected. Everything must be taken care of by yourself, because they say that when they grow up, they must have their own opinions. In this way, life in the middle of the country is spent in chaos. There is no order in every day of life.

Life in the middle of the country, encountering distressed things, sad things always shed tears on their own. I always smiled in front of my classmates and I was strong. In fact, laughing is just concealing his sad side. Now I understand, the meaning of "tears in tears." Because there is no spacious shoulders of the previous parents. The shoulder is like a warm stove when it is painful, just like a stray child finds a home. But now, I don't have a home. When I am sad, I only have to cry. I have no shoulders to rely on. Because the person on the shoulder is the former me.

Everyone said that life in the country is free and easy. I used to expect that I can grow up quickly and enjoy life in the middle of the country. I don’t know until I get it. The price of freedom is sad. This cost is too big and too painful. Let me not reflect it for a while.

When I am depressed, I always think about everything before. I think that as long as my grades are good, my parents will naturally love themselves more. But when they told them everything in school, they only said "effort." Then put it into the work. For their coldness, it is even more angry with my confidence. I have been thinking in my heart: Maybe parents just want to use that kind of disdainful extension to let me learn more to pay attention to them and attract them. So I am working harder to restore my previous achievements and myself.

Life in the country has left countless pains and joys. The pain is short and happiness is permanent. This is what I have always believed.

Maybe there have been countless bitterness and sweetness in your country's life.

For the former self, the life in the country is a mysterious cotton yarn, always want to pick up its true face, look at the surprise inside; but now it is opened, but it brings a lot of distress, confusion, happiness, sadness and so on. This surprise really makes it impossible for me to accept it in a flash. However, it is still coming in, and it is impossible to retreat. Perhaps this will only make you remember and remember the life in the country.

Suzhou Park Sixth Middle School: Shi Haoyuan