Watching the stars

Silent night, I lay in the chair in the yard, grandmother lying on the rocking chair on one side, even if the autumn grandmother still likes to shake her old fan who does not know when to sit in the rocking chair to see the stars.

In my impression, Grandma has always been such a kind and intelligent old man.

I once asked my grandmother why she likes to watch the stars so much. She just laughed and said nothing, lovingly touching my head and muttering: "Children's family, don't need to understand these things..." Then I clicked on my forehead and asked harshly: "Is it another disaster?" Ah..." Then it was no longer possible.

So, I also watched the stars with my grandmother. Over time, it became a habit.

Friends once asked me what I love to see the stars, I glanced, then shrugged, "Maybe the stars look good." In fact, I don't know, I am used to it. Habit is really a terrible thing.

Friends also looked up at the stars. "There is nothing to look at."

I look back and look back at the stars in the sky. "That is the Big Dipper, that is the little constellation..."

I was slammed by people, turned around, and my friends shook their eyes. "Oh, yes, our astronomers..."

I rolled my eyes and suddenly remembered that I asked the grandmother which is the North Star, but she shook her head and said no.

How could she not know? The image of Grandma collapsed in my heart.

Unconsciously, I have grown into a teenager, my parents are divorced, I know why, even know that Shenzhou VII, 嫦娥1, but asked her grandmother, she always shook her head in a blank face, vicissitudes of grandmother In my mind, I gradually replaced the knowledgeable grandmother as a child.

Time flies like the wind, unconsciously, four or fifty years ago, with a shofar, the girl with red cheeks has come to the end of the face in front of me, only the courtyard is still raining.

However, I still can't understand the problem when I was a child.

So, when I was going to a distant place to go to school, I came to the yard and watched the stars with my grandmother.

The smile of the grandmother’s mouth was a bit vicissitudes. Sometimes she suffered a great disappointment. It would be like this, sitting silently on the rocking chair and sighing softly. Before I asked for an exit, my grandmother spoke up: "Do you know, our teacher said before that when a person dies, he will become a star, watching his child in the sky..." The grandmother’s mouth bent and looked at me with a smile. "Now, I came to see them with their little niece. They must be very happy. After the grandmother left, they will be able to see them. I will not only look at my daughter, but also my daughter's daughter...you see How tired I am!"

I still listened quietly, and the image of my grandmother was taller. I finally knew the problem that had bothered me for years. Although it is so childish and ridiculous, it is not a thought.

The grandmother stretched out the hand of the scorpion and smashed it twice. Then she continued: "The teacher pointed at the person in the book and said that our body is given by the parents. We must cherish it..." She suddenly stopped again. Don't be afraid, when you grow up, we are all looking at you in the sky. Don't be like your mother, you have to grow up and protect your mother. Do you know?"

I nodded firmly. In fact, I know that the stars in the sky are nothing but meteorites. But, sometimes, ignorance is also a kind of happiness.

Until now, I still like to watch the stars, grandmother must also shake the fan in the rocking chair to see the stars.

A meteor crossed, and the grandmother said that the passing of the meteor means that another life has passed away. Although I know that it is only normal, but can not bear to break the grandmother's hope.

In fact, grandma knows?

I looked at the stars and connected the stars into a smile, just like the grandmother still looked at me with a smile. "Little children, don't need to understand these things..."

Sometimes ignorance is also a kind of happiness.

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