Conquering weakness

Conquering weakness

"Bell, bell, bell... class." Unfortunately, this class is a language class, and my heart is uneasy.

The Chinese class means going to the stage to speak. For me, this weak person is fear. The teacher is here. As soon as I was in class, I said, "Who is going to give a speech today, where is the applause?" The atmosphere was very warm. I looked around, but I didn't see anyone raising my hand. This made me even more afraid. I didn't dare to look at the teacher. I hope that I don’t have a long head. The teacher saw no one coming up to speak. She was worried. She looked very angry. She shouted loudly, criticized us, and said it was like a angry fire-breathing dragon. Come over, the classroom is silent, a few students raised their hands, the teacher seems to be not satisfied, I quietly looked at the teacher's severe eyes, I am lifting or not? I want to cite, but I am timid, not angry with the teacher. What should I do? My heart is struggling. I slowly raise the hand of "Thousands of Weights". "Who, come on." Fortunately, the teacher did not draw. I, my heart is secretly happy, the student who was drawn to the stage, speaks loudly, is not afraid, and is confidently stepping down. The students give him envious eyes, and the teacher also praises him. The eyes, this makes me very tempted, I also want to go on stage to accept everyone's applause to show myself, I sit up straight, straighten my hand, I hope to be drawn by the teacher, but this did not let me get what I want, "bell, bell, Bell..." After class, I regret it. I regret that I didn't dare to raise my hand and torture. I secretly made up my mind that I must speak on the next class.

"Bell, bell, bell..." I went to class again. I don't know why I didn't feel as weak as this last time. I was very excited this time. When the teacher spoke to my classmates, I looked up and put my hand on it. I was very high. I looked at the teacher and hoped that I could be drawn. I really didn't expect that the teacher really took me. I took the manuscript and went to the lecture generously. Facing the classmates, I was a little scared inside, and my hands were sweating. The face is also red, the whole body is hot, and the legs are a little jittery. At this time, I remembered that Lin Haiyin’s father said to his daughter: “Whether you encounter difficulties and frustrations, just do it with a hard scalp.” I think he said it is good. As long as I bravely overcome the cowardice, bravely taking this small step is quite a big step in my life. I didn't want to wear it, I took the manuscript and spoke out loud what I wanted to say. At this time, looking at the teacher and classmates, I was very excited and very happy.

From then on, I remembered what the teacher said: "If you do something, dare to say, you will say, say aloud." There is a person who speaks positively in the classroom. There is a person who talks in the dormitory. An optimistic and positive person.

Cowardly is no longer my own, I have already defeated him, succeeded, brave and no longer weak.

First day: silently