Best reward

Inadvertently, I heard a pair of old women and old women talking in a talkative manner, and a pleasant smile bell came out like a silver bell gently blown by the breeze, gradually smoothing out the earth that floated like a hot summer back. .

Yes, yes, yes, it’s a bad test! I am helplessly quietly telling me in my heart. Every time I saw the contemptuous eyes of my classmates, I seemed to be looking at a criminal. The disdainful eyes were deeply engraved in the years of my growth, like casting a few huge stones on the calm lake. Waves. There was also the teacher’s disappointed eyes, hopeless eyes, and stinging my eyes. There is also family pressure.

"How do you do it, and you have a bad test. I don't know what is in your head? I went to class to go to the soul. I want to pay you to study. Is it because you spend time with your eyes?" Staring at me, the twisted face was very embarrassing, I shuddered, silently obedient, numbly listening to my mother's complaints.

Four or five years of flying like a passing, such as the arrow of the string, never to return. Also remembered that "the time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle", yes, time flies very fast. Every day, the tone of the mother's resentment, the whole family is filled with a chilly atmosphere, and harmony is like an unreachable goal. No matter how hard the followers are, in the end it is just a failure, "the bamboo basket hits the water - an empty one." Can only be accompanied by sadness, desperately curled up in the dark corner, being isolated.

A drop of tears crossed my old face, quietly, if there is emotion, I want to take away my inner sadness. Perhaps, the tears are more simple and more warm. Some people have said that "every child is the best gift God has given to mankind." On the contrary, in the words of the mother, "it is good to raise a block of pork, but at least it can be eaten." Maybe, I am so ignorant.

The pressure on all sides is really heavy. Every time I see someone else’s mother whispering to her children, the gentle tone, the silky sentence with the care of the children. Well, I hope, I will also fantasize, my mother stretches her brows, smiles at the face, gentle hands caress my hair, and I have a vanilla kiss on my forehead. Sometimes, the reality is cruel, like sunny days. I broke my wonderful dreams like this. Isn't it a brilliant dream that I am not qualified to do it? Only, is the nightmare accompanying me?

The best rewards are nothing more than a touch of humanity.

The heart is really tired, I close my heavy eyes, think more, I also have my own best reward.

In May, the rain kept underground and filled my heart. At this moment, I am like the rain, cold and no emotion, but I will look forward to my dream.

First day: Yu Dan