If you want to love, love it.

"The world frequently talks about the metaphor of 'killing in the cradle'. Only the parents who guard the empty cradle know the tragic meaning of this sentence." - Zhou Guoping

The midsummer night is always so confused, looking up at the stars, in the arms next to Zhou Guoping's "Niu Niu - a father's notes", tears in the face, said to the stars "Niu Niu, how are you? "I want to say to myself: When you can still love someone, please love it, use all your strength, if you can, I even want to love, don't think about anything, and it's all too late. Love parents; love friends; love all that you think is important or "not important." Some people, some things, are fleeting, and the possibility of such a thing still exists.

Some things are just God's "trick." What to do, at that time, we can't do anything.

I don't want to deny this time, I have been used to it, because one thing, I will think for a while.

Looking at his self-sequence, he vaguely felt that he had already seen it, and even had some disdain for the readers of the book. . . I can only say that I am really short-sighted. I don’t know. At the end of this work, Zhou Guoping wrote with deep affection: "Other children will be lovers, wife, mother... and Niu Niu, she is just a daughter - the eternal daughter. "This sentence is a soft rib that pierces my heart. I can feel his love for the rain and the love for the girl. The love for Niu Niu can make him crazy to abandon the whole universe. Even though, Niu Niu left, but they still gave each other their own, so they are still happy. People who are loved are very happy. . Wanting a daughter, by chance, God realized his dream. It’s really a dream, so suddenly, so short, even though it’s only 18 months, it’s so real, so false, so I’m wondering if this memory really exists. At this time, my text is so weak.

It took only a few days for Niu Niu to come to this new home. The nightmare hidden behind the joy of the family is too deep. I can't imagine how the expression would look when he and Rain knew the fact. Nothing can be done. Many times, people are really incompetent and very small. I am not a very optimistic person. I know that it is a tragedy, but I really want to help them share some pain and sorrow, but in fact, I can't guarantee anything. If the role is changed, maybe I will collapse. It is not necessary. Forget it, just imagine.

How hard it is for two people to let the day go on as usual. Inevitably, many times they are only pretending to be strong. Who is this kind of thing to say? Say, what can you change? Maybe it just adds a little pity to others. That picture, he is holding a girl, sitting by the river, taking her to see flowers, seeing grass, knowing the world, and all the things she wants to do are too late. Niu Niu is so cute, beautiful, always like this, those children will always be particularly beautiful, the chances of such things happening are generally low and low, but just because they are lucky girls. A lot of details, though just an understatement, I can deeply feel the love of my parents for my children.

Reluctant, no one wants such a thing to happen, but no one can stop it. What is this, the eyelids are tortured, and then die, powerless. How sad.

A meteor slipped in front of my eyes, is it a girl?

Third day: Chen Jiajun