if

Sometimes I feel that God is really a horrible species. It seems that human beings are always under his control. If he is happy, we will be happy. If he is sad, we will suffer.

Today, sugar sugar actually made a breakthrough to me. I looked at her slyly and was caught off guard.

However, the other bridge bridge handed me a note, I saw it - never say goodbye.

What is the status of this? What happened to God, what happened to me, what happened to us.

In the evening, I was lying on the bed, and the mp3 was filled with JAY songs. From the stranding to the back, 13 of them were repeated.

Then I was thinking, if...

if……

If I have never attended an essay training class...

If this is the case, then my life is different from the present.

Perhaps my heart is still my cold Han Han, I hope that I will not stubbornly spend money to buy Guo Jingming's novels.

Maybe I am still clinging to the rock of Mayday, and I will never be able to like a singer like JAY.

Perhaps I am still on the Internet to enjoy Picasso's abstract paintings, and I am always reluctant to touch a few meters of work.

Perhaps I am still savouring Bing Xin's prose, and I may not know that there is another writer named Xi Murong.

Perhaps I have not yet become strong, and I am still unable to learn the beautiful expression of the rising of my mouth.

But no matter what, at least in my life, there will not be a girl named Sugar Candy.

Then I will not be happy than now?

if……

If you don't have to take the 9 bus to go home...

If this is the case, then your life is different from the present.

Maybe you can still get to the top 30 of the whole year, so you won't realize the feeling after the 200th grade.

Maybe you will still collect your schoolbags quickly after school, and you may never enter the Internet cafes in violation of the school rules.

Perhaps you are still learning your vocals and dances happily, and you may never be willing to participate in any violent incidents.

Maybe you still use a lot of free time to write a diary, maybe you will never think that one day will be tempted by the game.

Maybe you still don't have a so-called confidant, maybe you are still sitting alone in the corner and crying without seeing your face.

But no matter what, at least in your life, there will never be a girl named ice.

Then you will not be happy than now?

if……

If she doesn't stack a cute wishing star...

If this is the case, then her life is different from the present.

Perhaps she will still play the piano quietly in the middle of the night, maybe she will not force herself to practice the guitar for whom.

Perhaps she still has a smile like a SD doll, so she will never be able to try to disguise herself with indifference.

Perhaps she is still telling a cold joke about a pot of pot, and she is always reluctant to sink in the realm of illusion.

Maybe she still has a pink bow and a mushroom-shaped brooch, so she won't know how to dress herself!

Perhaps there is still no sorrow in her pupils across the sea. Perhaps she has said to every strange child so far: "Hey! I want to know you."

But no matter what, at least in your life, there will never be a girl called Bridge Bridge.

Then you will not be happy than now?

if……

If we are not classmates...

What hope is like this, then we will be strangers all our lives.

If that's the case, I will never hear the 0°C voice of sugar candy for a lifetime, saying, “I applied for a break from you”.

If that's the case, I will not receive the tear-stained paper strip of Bridge Bridge for the rest of my life.

If that's the case, I won't be sad.

But if that's the case, I didn't even know how to smile.

What should I do?

if……

If we don't exist...

All that is a nightmare, a grand and gorgeous nightmare.

It should be.

But... I am all just conceiving. I have been using the phrase "if..." from beginning to end. The world runs along its trajectory. What if it is useful?

I don't expect it anymore, I just want to conceive myself.

Isn't it ok?