Give yourself twenty years later

Dear twenty years later, I:

The sun leaked from the leaves of the hybrids, and the light and shadow swayed on my body. I sat at the window and looked at the dark green in front of my eyes, ready to write to you. There is an inexplicable embarrassment in my heart. I am now thirteen, which means that you are thirty-three years old when you see the letter. I don't know where I am twenty years old, where is my appearance changed? Let me find your face in the crowd, can I find you again? The future is always like a sunrise blocked by layers of clouds. It is slowly coming out from afar and blurred.

Although we are separated by twenty years and seven hundred and two hundred days, what I can be sure of is that you must be engaged in the work of writing. Because I know how much you love text. You still remember that when you were a child, you always took a book and wrote down your thoughts, just to turn the evanescent emotion into eternity. I don't know if you are using Annie's baby to write a short piece of text to write your heart's laughter or sorrow, sadness or sorrow; or like Lu Xun to use a pen as a weapon, use a pen to write people's voices, To defend the dignity of the motherland; or to write your own fresh experience into music like Lin Xi, turn it into a melody? You should enjoy your work now. After all, that is what I have always dreamed of, so close to me and so illusory.

I wonder if you have fulfilled my long-cherished dreams, that is, you are young and frivolous but full of sincere hope. Have you seen a hasty and embarrassing meteor shower? The dark blue sky that was cut by a piece of gold and silver is how beautiful it is. I am so much looking forward to it. Is there a person who travels alone for a purposeless trip? On the way, do you see what you should not see? Have you missed something? In my opinion, even if there is nothing special on the way, the freedom of walking alone is enough to make my heart full of joy. Have you played bungee jumping? I have never dared to go, even if I am full of desire for this, I wonder if you have changed my timid problem?

What I want to say is that even if the long river of time washes away the childishness, ignorance and cowardice of my body, please keep the original heart. Please don't let the time erase its light, let it stay the same, although there is a lot of incomprehension and frivolity, but that is its valuable. When you have time, think about what you have experienced before. Those who have met, pick up memories of the past, and always feel grateful for these small pieces of warmth and tenderness. To have awe of life, listen to every inch of your life with your own heart. I don't know how I am after twenty years, but I hope that you are as good as I imagined.

Take this letter awkwardly out of your pocket, stuff all your expectations for the future into the dark green mailbox and send it to you at the other end of the time. I seem to see you laughing like a flower.

wish:

I want to make things happen

Your past: Olin

July 9, 2019

Dongfeng Middle School, Panyu District, Guangzhou, Guangdong, China