The so-called growth, always confused and find the direction

You used to be very pessimistic. Once thought that there is nothing in the world worthy of your cherished things, and those things that lead to your negative, you later feel that they are childish and ridiculous.

Do you remember that when you first discovered your childishness, you cried in the mirror for a long time. Because you understand that when a girl begins to see her childishness, she is gradually becoming mature. You said that the tears were a farewell to your most memorable era.

But you forgot that not everything in the world is as simple as imagined, like growing up. You think that no matter what you encounter, you can face it with a smile; you think that it is harder and harder, and one can always smash it; you think that you have experienced so much, you should learn to work hard; you think that you can mature and can be invincible overnight. .

And it turns out that what you think is just what you think, not what you can do. Because of the mistrust of good friends, you are hiding in the bed, tears flow all night; a game prepared with confidence, but did not get the ranking, you have been uncomfortable for several days; vowed to develop a study plan, can not insist For three days, I couldn't help but continue to walk in the classroom. You discovered that you are still immature.

Is it true that everyone will experience such a period of time, struggling between childishness and maturity, confusion about the future, and no direction? Then you start to write things, but rarely seriously write your own feelings. I still remember that when you first read "Left Hand Reflection, Right Hand Age", the abused tears were faint. So you also want to record your youth in words, but you also find that no matter how you write, there will always be sadness between the lines. No one knows, you hate this kind of sadness, because it seems that you are very emotional and immature.

When you start to write some words that you like, but have nothing to do with your own mood, one day, the same table tells you, why are you always so sad? You suddenly stopped, and you are trying hard to conceal your emotions. Inadvertently, it will still be revealed and discovered by others.

Of course, you still continue to write, because this time you have an excuse: I am writing a story of someone else, and it has nothing to do with my mood.

After entering the Internet, you have met many great gods. They will write words that you think you can never surpass, and make you feel inferior. For the first time, you feel that in this vast space, you are completely useless, like sand, like a donkey.

Fortunately, there is a person who has always supported you. She said, you are great, and one day, you will succeed. At that time, you didn't know what success was, but you know that you can't let people who believe in yourself disappoint. You start to work hard, look at a lot of books, think about the great gods, and in others' eyes, you have regained confidence. No, in their eyes, you have been very confident. But only you know that it is the moment when the magazine informs you that the manuscript is being used. You are ecstatic. Even if you receive a similar email soon, you are not so excited. Even if you receive a similar email soon, you are not so excited.

A girl writes to you and says that she is confused. She asked you, sister, have you ever felt this way? I remember that you wrote a letter to her on the same day, a long one. You wrote in the letter: "All youth will experience confusion, no one can avoid it. Don't take confusion as stress, because behind the fog, it may be a ray of light.” You said a lot to her, his own experience and his former confusion, you don’t know if your words can give a little shine on the road of her growth. You just want to help her because you have experienced the days of being in the dark.

Meet a few boys and girls who are younger than you. They call your sister. They will tell you about their distress and sorrow, and you will always comfort and guide them like your intimate sister. Looking at them, you always look at yourself in the past, hey, lonely, and overwhelmed. When you are in a bad mood, you will still say some sad talks, but when you think of the most difficult days, you can quickly adjust your mindset.

Regarding youth, about the growth, the tears of the stream have flowed, and the experience has also gone through. Now, you must be strong, be optimistic, mature, and be invincible. Even the most optimistic person in the world will always have a fragile side, although in the eyes of others, you may still be sad and sentimental. But you know for yourself, no matter what, you are learning to grow. The so-called growth, always have to experience darkness and confusion, and then find the direction of life.