Having danced with the devil in the pale moonlight

Welcome to the disorderly world, the tears of the clown will be treated as a funny laughing even if you are sad again. Sleek nose, fancy face. Who gave me this smiling and helpless face? I can make the audience smile, but can't stop the heart you want to leave. Why is it easy to entertain the audience, why can't you help me with your love? Why can I make myself smile for a long time, why can't I make you smile and accept? Why can I finish the whole game successfully, why can I only watch you go? No, because I am just a clown in sorrow, you will only see me laughing. This is the most pitiful thing for the clown. How many people can really see the tears of the clown? We hide our sorrow for the smile of others, pretending to be very naive and strong. ``As long as I see your smile, I am satisfied, can you laugh for me? ``Because the clown has been wearing a smiley mask, no one can see its mood. No one knows its tears and sadness. It won't let you see it because it is a clown clown sitting on the Ferris wheel with the Ferris wheel spinning to the top. Overlooking the crowds of people on the ground, the sky full of fireworks alone reaches the apex wind, tears the clown to the clown or the smiling clown on the top of the Ferris wheel will not feel lonely, really? The mask that embraces the clown clown is always a smile, even if it sheds tears, no one will notice, but the clown disappears and disappears in the psychedelic quarter. We all wear bright clown costumes with funny big noses jumping back and forth on the big stage. The performance can please others to get a trace of return, even if it is just a smile so small, but it is so small and dusty and inconspicuous, but always forgotten. Finally, stop the tired figure and look up to the audience clown forever strong. . Who smiles for him? . Meaning is not his role. Behind the red oil paint is the despair of my black back. They run counter to each other. The pain is as humorous as a joke. I laughed at my reason until I stopped retaining it! . The self on the stage is lost. After the search, it was as narrow as a person in the mirror. The clown is always jumping on the stage, even if everyone calls it sensational. In the heart of the clown, I hope to have a protagonist to play, and to perform a happy drama with myself. However, the clown's stage protagonist is not there, hiding too much sadness under the funny face. He cries and laughs are the handles of people's happiness. In the heart of the clown, no one can understand loneliness and loneliness.

First day: Shi Mai