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When I was young, I was very naughty. Like a boy, my father frowned and said, "How did she cast a girl's baby?" Mom said with a sigh of relief: "I don't believe that I can't cultivate her into a good show." So from that day on, my destiny began to be manipulated by them.

First of all, I was “wounded by my mother”, “Wu Zhi”, and I rushed into the ranks of the thousands of troops who fought for “the wooden bridge” and became a member of the mighty division. In accordance with their requirements and hopes, I study hard and study hard. But every foot I walked on was stepped on the already fixed footprints, and I didn't dare to be half a cent. The world outside the window attracts me like a magnet. People are in the classroom, but the heart has already flown out of the window, but in order not to let the parents and teachers disappoint, I have to make a "clean heart". Accept the reality that "the ears don't smell the window, and the heart is read only for the sages." But I am really tired.

I like to swim freely in the sea of ​​books, but even fish have the right to choose food, but I don't have it, whether it is like or not, as long as my mother feels good, I have to go see it. I have already been suffocated by my homework, but they still have to leave me with a lot of homework. So in front of my father and mother, I have to hold the book forever, even though I can't see a word.

Sometimes I am a chronic child, and I am not too busy to do anything, but this time my father will be jealous of me and urge me to hurry. But I like to enjoy life like this slowly. In fact, I don't waste time as they say. In silence, I will realize many truths. But in order not to have a squabble with his father, he can only speed up his footsteps and stop at innocent.

I like pop songs and catch up with fashion trends. This is also the beginning of last year, I think this is a mature performance, but Grandpa does not think so. Once she found out that I was listening to pop rock music. I was so angry that I didn't learn well. I learned to sneak a little hooligan. At that time, I was so angry that I was so green. But he is my grandfather, he can only be affected. From then on, I can only wear headphones in the unmanned state and enjoy the fun of the music world.

I feel that I am really not like me, but like a doll, the line is always in the hands of others, how can I not get rid of it.