When honest people encounter a cold state!

Three years after my father died, you came to my house. Compared with your father, your ordinary is really lacking.

However, a 50-year-old mother needs a husband, and a 50-year-old man is pragmatic and very demanding on the other half - as long as people are good.

You have this most basic condition, you are a well-known good person, specifically, you are an honest person. On the day I met my mother for the first time, you were embarrassed. Because you know that you have no advantage in all aspects - the house is small, the salary is small, but it is an ordinary retired worker, and the newly married son needs your help.

To be honest, the mother only decided to go to see you in order to give the introducer a face. And what makes your mother feel good about you is your good cooking. After meeting, you said: "Old Li, I know that you have good conditions, and you are not lacking, so there is nothing to send you. Anyway, I know you, you will have a good meal at my house at noon." Your sincerity The mother could not bear to refuse, she stayed.

You didn't let her stretch her hand, she made four dishes and one soup, especially the pumpkin and diced meat, so that the mother could not bear to release the chopsticks. When you left, you said to my mother: "If you want to eat in the future, come. My family is not plentiful, but it is not too hard to entertain a pumpkin."

Later, the mother saw several old men in succession, but although the one seems to be better than you, the mother chose you. The reason is actually selfish – she obeyed and took care of her father for most of her life, and she wanted to be a subject of care. In this way, you live with my mother.

That day, you, your mother, plus me, and your son's family of three, had a meal together. I specially arranged this meal in a magnificent five-star hotel. On the surface, I want to express my attention to you. In fact, there is a sense of superiority.

When you walked out of the hotel, you quietly said to me: "There are two people in the future. You have to invite me to dinner and go to the small shop on the street. I am full of food there, and I don't feel bad."

It is your too honest expression that has burnt my hypocrisy. It makes me feel that playing with an honest person is like being a child's sugar ball. It is close to being shameless.

You take good care of my mother. Every time she sees me, I want to lose weight. The tone is happy.

The rice you made is really delicious. Once, when I was eating with you, I couldn’t help but say to my wife: "The next time Tu Shu is cooking, you are learning something on the side." The wife’s expression is not humbly and eager to learn, but it is a bit angry. . You have to come out and make a clearance. You said, "I have never done a good job in my life. I have a little bit of food. You are all people who do big things. Don't learn from me. If you are embarrassed, come back. Come back at any time. This cooking, most afraid of what you have done, no one eats."

When we left that day, you packed a lot of things that you did, let us bring them, and pulled me aside and said, "Don’t boast that the food I made is delicious. Really, whoever said this advantage, I will Blushing. A big man, doing a good job, and other aspects of the grass, which is an advantage."

On the way home, I retelled your words with my wife. She said: "He is a man who is born to serve people's lives. He is naturally willing to fall into the mud. Aunt is blessed, old and old, and the Queen Mother."

While driving, I used my eyes to feel the contempt of my wife, and I didn't want to justify anything for you. After all, you are always an outsider.

On the day I moved to my new home, you and my mother came to give us a pot. You are in strict accordance with the custom of the folk pot bottom, and are busy in an orderly manner. However, when you wait for dinner, you are not in the main seat, you can't find you everywhere. Hit your phone, it is also off. It’s like calculating the time, waiting for the guests to disperse, you are back, carefully tidy up the messy cups, put the leftovers in your prepared lunch box, and keep going home.

My mother doesn't want you to do this. I feel wronged. You whispered to her: "I will give you a new job at night. I will eat it." The mother said, "Why do you have leftovers every day? Do you know me?" Seeing you like this, I feel very uncomfortable." "You must not feel bad, let me look so wasteful, my heart is not comfortable. The money of the tree is hard to exchange, can not help the children, then try to help He saved a little."

Your words made my mother feel bad for a long time, then she decided to tell me. Listening to my mother speaking good words on the phone, my inner feelings are very complicated, and I feel embarrassed about this complex.

Gradually, the goodwill towards you is getting stronger and stronger. Sometimes, even with some reliance, you always do a lot of things for us silently - change the broken faucet at home, pick up the child to the kindergarten every day, and take care of her while staying in the hospital until the hospital is discharged. .

I just didn't think that one day, you would fall ill and be so sick. You slammed down on the way to send my son to the kindergarten - cerebral thrombosis, half-length and bed rest.

I, and your son, are very active in your treatment at first. We hope that you will get better soon, and you can still serve us as you used to. However, you never stand up again.

The one who only smiled at first, became extremely fragile and always shed tears. My mother takes care of you, you cry; your son cuts fruit for you, you cry; we push you in a wheelchair to go on an outing, you cry; many hospitalizations, watching the money are spent like water, you cry.

Finally one day, you cut down on your wrist with a razor blade. After five hours of rescue, you are struggling to come back from the death line, very tired and desperate.

I didn't think that it was your son who first abandoned you. He rarely came to see you until he refused to show it. Every time he called, he said that he was on a business trip and came back to see you.

What I didn't even think about was that my mother told me to break up with you at this time. You didn't register at all, it was a matter of two shots. My mother said to me: "I am old, I can't take care of him. Mom can't help you, but you can't take it back and do it."

This is the cold reality. I don't want my mother to be a wicked person, so I am worried and decided to break up. I said to you in the hospital: "Uncle Tu, my mother is sick." Your tears are coming out, I try not to move. "You know, my mother is also old. These days, how did she treat you, and you saw it." You continued to whisper and nod.

"Uncle Tu, we all have to go to work, my mother is not good. You can see this. After leaving the hospital, you will go back to your own home. I will help you with a babysitter. Of course, money comes from me, I also I will go see you often."

When you say it, you don't cry anymore. You nodded frequently and said ambiguously: "This is the best, it is the best. Don't ask for a babysitter, don't..."

Out of the ward, I still shed tears in the hospital yard. I can’t tell if it’s easy after liberation, or the pain of my heart. I went to the housekeeping company and asked for a babysitter for you, paying a year's fee. Then, I went to your home and asked the workers to renovate your home. I am working hard to do my best. Not for you, just to appease your inner uneasiness.

On the day you left home, I didn't go, but let the driver of the unit pick you up. When the driver came back, he said to me: "Tu Shu asked me to say thank you, even if you are a son, you can't do this."

These words have comforted me a bit, I feel a little relaxed, but this does not last long.

We are a little lonely in the Spring Festival when you are not there. No one is willing to stay in the kitchen and change the way to make food for us. We sat in a five-star hotel to eat New Year's Eve, but we couldn't eat a strong taste of the year. On the way home, the son said, "I want to eat the squirrel squid made by Agong." The wife used his eyes to signal his son not to talk any more, but the son was even more fierce: "Why don't you let Agong go home for the New Year? You are all Bastard." The wife gave her son a slap in the face. However, the slap in the face is like hitting my face, my face hurts.

In the words of the son, all the peace of mind that let us talk about masturbation collapsed. I saw from the rearview mirror that my mother's eyes were also red.

It is conceivable that it is an unpleasant New Year's Eve. I miss the year when you were still in our home last year. The happiness and warmth of a family is always based on a person who pays in obscurity and plays a supporting role.

I don't know, this night, Tu Shu, who have you been with? Will you think of us? Will it be sad for our ruthless heart?

After the bell of the New Year rang, I drove to you. You opened the door to me slyly, seeing me, laughing in my mouth, but tears in my eyes. Walking into the home of your cold pot, my tears never stopped. I picked up the phone and called your son. After a big break, I started to make dumplings for you. The babysitter went home for the New Year, and prepared a snack for your bed that was enough to eat the 15th of the first month. I once again licked my mother in my heart.

The steaming dumplings finally give your home a hint of warmth. You eat dumplings bit by bit, and tears fall down in tears.

I wandered away from your home in the early morning of the first day of the year, drank the wine, and had to park the car downstairs in your house. One person walked on the deserted street, full of despair. The phone rang, the wife called: "Where are you?" I fired again: "I am in the home of a lonely old man. Who are we all? When people can move, they use people; people Now I can't move, I sent people back. I have let the dog eat it, and I still talk about the morality of the righteousness, I am!"

Standing on the street, I took my own blood sprinkler. I’ve got enough, I’m tired, I ran back without hesitation, and when I took it, I went outside. You struggled and asked me, "What are you doing?" I said to you in an unquestionable tone: "Go home."

You're back. The most direct expression of happiness is my son. He is jealous and dear to you, noisy to eat squirrel squid, to eat fried twists, to be a face card.

My wife pulled me to the hut and asked me, "Are you crazy? His son doesn't care about him. What do you take him back?" I no longer got angry, and said calmly to her: "His son is not doing right, that is him. The matter should not be the reason for abandoning Tu Shu. I can't ask you to regard him as a pro-public, but if you love me, if you care about me, treat him as a family. Because in my heart, he is a family. It’s a loved one. It’s easy to give up, but I can’t live without it. I want to live a little better, it’s that simple.”

In the same way, when she said to her mother, she burst into tears and held my hand tightly and said, "Son, Mom didn't think you were so affectionate." I said, "Mom, don't worry. It's hard to say." A little, even if one day, you walk in front of Tu Shu, I will give him a pension. Let’s say a little bit, with my current income, is it hard to raise a Tu Shu? Many relatives, what is not? Ok?"

After a while, my son came in. When he came in, he asked me: "Dad, don't send away the grandfather again. After that, I will take care of him. After you are old, I will take care of you." I put my son in his arms, in my heart. A burst of horror, okay, but fortunately did not understand too late, but fortunately did not leave the impression of a child of filial piety in the child's mind.

"Agong, it is used to hurt, how can I send it away!" I made a joke with my son in tears and gave him a reassurance.

You gradually calm down, don't cry anymore, sit in a wheelchair every day and do what you can. And I, very picky about you: "Tu Shu, today's suit is a bit undressable, a little bit worthy of my mother." "Uncle Tu, I haven't wiped the floor for a few days, not that I said you, It’s getting lazy.” I’m not kidding you with big or small, you’re happy to keep your mouth shut.

One day, you called me to your room and took a passbook from under the quilt. You said, "This money, for you. I know, you spent a lot of money to cure me. This is not enough money. And it gives you money, and it doesn't mean that you give me old-age care. It is a little bit of Tu Shu. My heart..." I said, "Uncle Tu, you don't have to say it, I accept it." You relieved with a sigh of relief.

With this passbook, I found your son and told him the passbook password. I said to him: "This is what Tu Shu gave to you. He knows that you are not easy. I don't mean anything. I hope that you will go to see him every three or five. Don't wait until one day he is gone, think again. Look, you can only torture yourself in your dreams. Also, I want to tell you this time, I want to tell you, rest assured, I will raise them after Tu Shu."

I didn't tell you where the money is going, I know, accepting may make you a little better.

On that day, your son came to see you with his wife and children. Although you didn't show any complaints, I still saw traces of strangeness between your words. To be honest, my heart is actually a little bit proud. What about the birth? People can only get close to each other with love. Just like me and you, now, you can make all kinds of jokes, but you can also talk about all kinds of things.

These can be measured by gains and losses!

Mother and you officially registered and married. After that, every weekend, no matter how big, our family of three will go home in the rain and shine - you and my mother's home. Waiting for us is always a very tasty and delicious meal. You can actually cook, although it is in a wheelchair, which is a miracle in the eyes of others, but we are accustomed to it, I think you should be like this - life is endless, and labor for the children. You are happy, we are also enjoying.

Gradually, you started to be the supporting role of this family, and tried to put yourself in a position where you are not concerned. I am no longer polite with you, and sometimes even order you to do some housework, such as when you are a little lazy. I know that I must use this method to delay your aging as much as possible and delay your time of total loss of mobility. Because, when you are there, the family is there.