When are you going to wake up from repetition?

The greatest inertia of people is to learn "habits". When they are used to the repeated life of going to work and going to work and then going to sleep, it seems that everything is so geographically natural. There is always a slight uneasiness in the heart, and life seems not to be like this...

From September 2007 to June 2008, I was a senior, full-time intern, sitting two hours a bus every morning to work, after a busy day, two hours off work, watching the three rings all the way to neon shining back to the dormitory Usually at 9 o'clock in the evening, eat, fight, write some homework. go to bed. Later, I moved to a place close to the company to rent a house, go to work every day, get off work, go home to wash clothes and wipe the floor, chat with the girls in the same room, then go to sleep, and start again the next day. After a long time, I always feel that there seems to be something that is not normal. It seems that my life is all work. Besides, I have nothing to do. There are always obstacles to communicating with different people. I don’t know about society. Others are not interested in the school. At this time I realized a problem. I didn't balance my work and life. Apart from work, my life is not a little color. At this time Yvonne exchanged school in Canada, often called to tell me how dreamy her piano room is, how beautiful the maple leaves there, even the snow scenes on the streets are quite enviable. This makes my tangled heart more tangled.

I have been thinking about it for a long time in bed. I always wanted to learn piano. I always wanted to open a blog to write down the thoughts and progress in my growing up. I always wanted to be a charity to make myself a happy heart. People. But I have been waiting all the time. It seems that I am waiting for a better time. It seems that I am waiting for money. Or just waiting for my heart to be ready. I thought about it this way, waiting. Keep telling more people about their own ideas, I want to do this, I want to be like that. But there is no action.

In June, I watched the interview of the bicycle king Wang Biao, the most common sentence of the 80-year-old father said, "Some things, not doing it now, it is impossible to do it again in a lifetime." At that time, I went online in the hotel room. , and the classmates portrayed their own ideas, the passion of the group, but at that moment, this sentence suddenly awakened me. I took a ride and went back to Beijing to find a good piano teacher who had already booked, and asked her to start giving me a course. I opened the Sina blog that had been written for half a year since December 2008. I saw the number of hits in 2000, saw those sloppy words, and started to re-turn the text I wrote to different places.

After returning to Beijing, I quickly set a ticket to Sichuan. I started to ask a lot of people to find some children who need help. I started to build a small foundation for a part of my salary, a little bit every month. Money, hope that a little longer can help others. At the same time, I began to travel with my heart. The monthly fixed-use tourism fund allowed me to go a little further and have a little more time when I had time to travel. I asked Zhai to give me universal music and stock knowledge; I began to expand my network and invite others to eat and communicate; I began to learn to encourage others and praise others, instead of ignoring them as I did not like before. It is also a blow to others. I took out the English books on the bookshelf and started to recite words, watch English movies, watch American TV programs, and I started to go to the bookstore to buy various books to read and take notes. I started to work on a lot of things that have been planned.

Today, on September 26th, I can sit in front of the piano and play "kiss the rain". I can even listen to simple songs and write my own scores. The teacher said that I made her very surprised. I started listening to classical music with Zhai teacher. I realized the exquisiteness of Abbado; I began to learn the trend of stocks, read books from financial firms, and read the annual report. Although I don’t seem to be able to see any doorway; I set up a charity project called “Starlight Growth Project”. There are already four private donation projects, and I have received the generosity of Mr. Zhai. I started to write blogs, write and write careers, write more lives, and more and more people follow me. I have met wonderful friends and created them. With his own brand and style, he even received emails from at least ten netizens every day, and the text was slowly published as an article.

I saw the silver flashing on the Bund. I went to see the bright lights in Chongqing. Although many people in this place have been on a business trip, I have no business trip, so I will spend my own money. I always remember the words "If the environment does not move, then I will go."

I have met many people in different fields, and I have benefited a lot from my studies. I also know a lot of people who are not so cows but very kind and gentle, and feel the taste of trust and sincerity. I have never paid much attention to English. The content of the company meeting, others laughed and laughed, but did not know why the point of laughing to communicate with foreigners, and even learned to quarrel with foreigners.