High school candidates: a hundred days can create a miracle

High school candidates: a hundred days can create a miracle

In 2008, my classmates sent me a newsletter, saying that I really envy you, luck is so good, I can spend the most beautiful four years of youth in such a beautiful campus. I have to continue to sit in the classroom of the cram school to fight for the unknown destiny. It’s so dark, it’s terrible.

I have always felt that I lacked the courage to recall the hard-working years, which was too fierce and cruel. When I saw this newsletter, the days that were fixed in memory were so clear in front of me, as if yesterday. Suddenly realized that they have been deeply engraved on the milestones of life, and the rush of time can not be erased.

Turn into a butterfly

Tutoring, no choice to prepare

In mid-August 2008, when the winners in the examination room were delighted to make final preparations for the upcoming university life, I was dragging my luggage and borrowing the textbooks to report to a regular secondary school. The scores of the three college entrance examinations in the first year made me unable to go to any ideal university. Everyone said, another year, your ability is not like this, you can get at least two books, who and how many tutors have improved in a year. Mom and Dad said that the requirements are not high, a very ordinary two will do. I didn't even seriously consider why I had to go to the senior four. What kind of difficulties will the senior year encounter? It’s just stupid and naive to think that as long as I am in the fourth year of high school, I will definitely be able to get the fruitful fruit in June next year, as others have said.

In this way, I entered the tutoring class of this ordinary middle school. The aura of the key middle school is still shining. The class teacher asked me to be the study committee member of the class. A stupid sense of “superiority” was born, and I kept boasting in the eyes of the students’ curiosity. kind". When others have already accelerated for their own goals, I have also indulged in the past with smugness, taking advantage of the old, resisting the teachers' new teaching methods and rejecting new knowledge. If you don’t know it before, you will comfort yourself. The college entrance examination will not take the test, and you will not actively seek help from the teacher. The novels are still held, and the weekend home games are still playing hard, and the magazines in the classroom are very popular. So, far away from others.

Time and time again, the poor ranking of the lower scores makes me lose confidence, my classmates have been curious about me, my "superior" has no trace. What everyone really cares about is that they are getting closer to the requirements of the college entrance examination.

Awakening, fighting starts

What really made me realize was the evening of the sixth day of the 2019, the official start of the second half of the semester. The class teacher sent the texts of the last period. I took 169, took 224 at the same table, and had 81 people in the class. People don't have 170 points. I am one of them. The face is like a burning charcoal, flaming.

I was suddenly terribly scared. I asked myself, what is the year for me to come here? Very simple, go to college, go to a good university. What do you need for a good university? Very realistic, high scores. As for why you want to go to a good university at university, that is something to consider later.

That night I wrote a six-page diary, and there was remorse. More is how I can do it to get closer to the requirements of the college entrance examination. The impetuous heart finally calmed down. That night is like a dividing line. If I was the one who used to confuse me, then after that night, I already know how to do my best to get closer to the target in the remaining 100 days. Even if you know that you are behind, there are already too many. But if you don't chase it, you can only grieve in the same place, and see others go further and further. When you run forward, the distance will become smaller and smaller. At this time, compared with others, there is no meaning. Beyond yourself, it is the real king. I must make the biggest make-up in the final time. The battle in the true sense is just beginning!

The brain has been ruined, so in addition to the college entrance examination or the college entrance examination. I removed all the things that were not related to the college entrance examination, and the novel magazine shipped a large box and shipped it back home. The mobile phone was also suspended, and the word was temporarily cancelled. There is nothing wrong with it. If you choose this path, you are responsible for it, and this choice has nothing to do with play. Put a blank reference book on the desktop and tell yourself that there are so many owed.

For the rest of the day, I sorted out the days neatly, getting up early every morning, taking a hot water bottle breakfast and rushing to the classroom in the first sunshine that jumped up the horizon. While eating breakfast, set the study plan for the day, stipulate that the study plan of the day must be completed, or you are not allowed to sleep. There has been a history of two to half past two in the morning. Develop learning methods and learning time in different subjects. The language is better, and you can make full use of the time in the classroom. For the relatively weak classical Chinese reading, you can memorize the commonly used real and virtual words in a few months. After two months, 14 There is no problem with a score of 10 or more in the classical Chinese. Every day, 15 new words are copied onto a small piece of paper. When you line up for dinner, you can take a small note back from your pocket. Mathematics is a weak item. I bought a mock test paper of "Tianli 38 sets" to implement the "sea tactics", and practiced various questions and knowledge points in blocks. For the individual, this method is still very effective. In the process of doing the problem, I have memorized a lot of formulas and problem-solving techniques. If you don't meet it, ask the teacher to ask the classmates, whoever asks who to ask, and then simply ask, completely a pair of "people do not want to be invincible" posture, the biggest gain is that they no longer fear mathematics from the bottom of their hearts, dare Solve the problem according to your own ideas. Slowly, there are fewer and fewer blanks on the roll. English relies on accumulation, and one week requires you to do 3 sets of English papers. After the completion of the mistakes, the use of aloud reading aloud after the class, the language of the problem is slowly. Geography is divided into regional memories. If the map is unfamiliar, it will be painted over and over again, and it will be marked with important longitude latitude. History is memorized by time clues, and textbooks are read over and over again, slowly filling the knowledge network. Politics takes advantage of the application of hotspots...

I never sleep until 12 o'clock every night, and drink bitter tea to prevent drowsiness. Every morning when I sleep from the bed, I always say to myself: Nothing, I went to college and then added it back. The most extravagant relaxation is when you are upset and angry, with your earphones listening to Wang Feng’s "The Life of the Blurry", the screaming voice of the vicissitudes of men lingers in the quiet space, powerful and powerful. Take a copy of the copybook and savour every lyric. In fifteen minutes, when the mood is calm, a force will boil again in the blood.

This road is not easy to go. After a month of my math test, I still took 46 minutes. I skipped to the playground and ran a lot of laps at full speed. In the end, I didn’t have the strength to sit on the side of the stands and shed tears. I even started thinking about this. In the end, the value is not worth it. I am not doing nothing, or just give up. But I didn't end up, because being defeated and giving up is a completely different concept. It is defeated by the strong, loses ability, and is self-serving. What I lose is just an exam. give up? No, I don't allow myself to be a coward. If you really want to give up, you will lose not only the college entrance examination, but also the courage to face the distant journey. Dry the tears and wash the face back to the classroom, cut the "46" from the examination paper and put it on the table, with a line of characters next to it: shame and then brave!

I think these days are heavy, otherwise how can they leave such deep traces in my memory, I even remember every tiny detail. The face that was illuminated by incandescent lamps, a large pile of test papers with ink scent, a reference book with red and blue handwriting, a smashed notebook, a scorpion that was grinded on the thumb, and a bed in the night bed. The glimmer of light, written a thick page of youth, is true and warm when recalled. It allows a young child to know her responsibility for the future and to give her the courage to move forward on the thorny road. It is a desperate belief.

Finally, I began to smell the fragrance of the fruit.

In April, traces of spring can be seen everywhere. I immersed myself in the sore neck and looked at the buds on the lawn outside the window, full of joy. Hope seems to be around you, flooding the space. Tell yourself with a smile, persist, not far away.

The first urban test, which exceeded the score of the two analog scores by 7 points, was far from others, but I was very happy. At least let me know that the pay for this time was really not in vain.

The second urban examination, the difference is a simulated score of 18 points. At this time, there are still 28 days from the college entrance examination.

There are fewer and fewer practice blanks on the table, and more and more refills are used for the manuscript paper. The teacher told me that as long as everything is normal, there is absolutely no problem with the two. I am delighted that in this war that has been so deeply invested, I finally saw the hope of victory.

In the mouth of June, I am a miracle

Time is like a proud knight, letting the white pass, not for anyone to stay, more than a hundred days of fleeting time. Finally arrived at the mouth of June, on the afternoon of the 5th, packed up to prepare to block the examination room. I slowly folded the manuscript papers I used one by one and made a thick one. The completed test paper is full of dense red revised notes, serious and detailed. Picking up a table with high books and reference books, I put them neatly into the box, serious and solemn. I wiped out my desk, and accompanied me through the last days of my senior year, witnessing every brick I added for my dreams. I wiped out the countdown left on the blackboard, and the sun shone through the glass in the classroom, seeing the dust flying in the sky. Lock the doorway of the classroom and gently put the place that I want to put into the soft corner of my heart.

On the morning of the 7th, the class teacher smiled and everyone clap the blessing and sent everyone into the examination room. I sat in my position, put the admission ticket and stationery, took a deep breath, and silently told myself in my heart that you did.

Two days passed quickly, and after the English afternoon, there was a bright sunshine and a brighter smile than the sun. Many people ask how they are doing, I don't know how to answer. I only know that I have tried my best. I tried my best to kill and fight with the enemy in this war. As for what kind of ending, it’s up to God to decide.

Many high school students and high school students went to the dormitory of the third year to buy a variety of reference materials, and many people took the opportunity to make a small fortune. I didn't sell it. I went to the car and moved it home in a box. They have sealed up a period of time from confusion to sobriety, let me learn how to control the direction of fate myself, I cherish them.

After the test, no matter who persuaded me, I didn't have the answer. I stubbornly thought that since it was already a certain and incapable change, why should I increase my troubles? Ask yourself, in fact, I am afraid, I am afraid that my contribution will be replaced by an unequal return. I am afraid that my consciousness will come too late and there is no victory. I didn't even dare to pay attention to every piece of information about the college entrance examination. Only then did I know that I care about the results and care about it.

On the 22nd, at 6 o'clock in the evening, the hand trembled to write a newsletter. Not missing the number is missing the letter, and sent the message six times in a row. The newsletter finally replied: the language 127 mathematics 92 text comprehensive 197 English 115, the national plus points 7 points, a total score of 538. Tears are full of time, and this score is much higher than I expected. At 7:30, the score line, Guangxi Arts, a score line 523, I am 15 points higher than a line! I can't stop it anymore, crying loudly.

Maybe this score is not for other people, but it is so precious in my hands. I am also asking myself if I wake up earlier, then the score will be higher. But if there is no such thing in the world, I can only rejoice that I can still take the courage of Liangshan when I am enlightened.