A review book for boyfriend

Begging book

leopard,

I haven’t called you this for a long time. I’ve been missing the days of 365. I’m so sincere, I have never experienced feelings, frustrations, sadness, and we’re happy at that time.

People always have to grow up, and when they grow up, they have troubles. We have no choice.

I heard that the boss wants me to go to Dalian to live. If my mom is still floating like this, let us both pass, huh, I don’t know if it’s true, but I’m not prepared in my heart. In the same way, it is too late to react. All the way to the home, the brain has been thinking about it. For now, apart from family and friends, what else is my nostalgia? Finally, I found that one thing I have to confess to you is also Because we have done this now, but you don’t know all...

On the morning of February 6th, I woke up in a groggy way. I sadly thought that life was hopeless. From childhood to big experience, others’ understanding of me and feelings of being abandoned have all come up for a while. The thought of "tired" is full of brains. I still can't accept the words you said. So I found out my eyebrows. I want to be a sorcerer. I sent you a newsletter and then extended my left hand, but I started to shake. The shadows when we were together, a little bit clear, my heart was wronged, the tears flowed, and when I was tired, I slept again. After that, you called. You know this piece.

After I woke up, I put the eyebrow knives back. I always couldn’t keep walking. You already have such a big burden in your heart. I can’t add one to you, if you said, you I don't know what to do, I will help you decide, no need to be embarrassed, I will walk away, even if I am reluctant, I am reluctant, but I am not confident to take 3 months of feelings and 5 years to compete. I want to find you in the evening. Throughout the afternoon, I was holding a goodbye, bought syrup for you, and gave my uncle and aunt a good gift and went out. Originally, I just wanted to put things down and say a few words to them. I don’t think there will be any chance in the future. I didn’t expect you to call back. I am nervous and I am not sure what will happen.

On the way to the Big Dipper, I want to say, I am looking for a eyebrow knives, but I can't be ignorant like the past, I can't add any burden to you anymore. I want to help you share it. I always think, I hope you have a good time. If you want to do it, do it according to your own heart. I don't ask for it. You don't know that I will be shaken after seeing you. It's very uncomfortable. After a long time of determination, I just started to say the first sentence. You won't let me go down. You think I have to say something in the morning, but also threaten. You still have to die to live, but I don't think so. In fact, even if it is a last time, I am noisy, but I will not threaten, because I hate this. I still want to say what I want, you still don't let me go down. I only said that I am uncomfortable. You said that I will only ruin our future. In fact, you don't know that I am going to find you. The original intention, if this is the case, then let me misunderstand me, let you think that I am coming to the noise, originally I am not right, how can you say anything wrong, I think, so you can take care of her with peace of mind, because you said She is pitiful because I am forcing you.

When I went home, I thought, Qiu Rui, you fucking is really a personal talent! Simply let you always blame me, the bad guys do the end. I think that my heart is uncomfortable, I don't know if I can't do it. At the door of the house, watching you go far, my heart hurts are numb, I am looking for aunt to chat, but I don't know how to express my feelings, my heart is very chaotic, very upset.

I’m ironic, I’m so stunned, and no one is happy at the end. I am not happy, I am depressed, painful, I can't forgive myself for making you so uncomfortable. Many times I dreamed that you were in the world, I was so excited that I cried and found that it was a dream. Going to see you before the holiday, this is the right thing, but you said, happy, and endured. Later, he appeared. To be honest, I don’t want to compound my feelings at all. Just watching those sad words is not a taste, but a contest between 5 and 3 months, but the latter wins. I fully understand the importance of the latter to me, but as long as I think that you are afraid to return to the past, and you are not sure what to think about in the future, I am particularly disgusted with myself. I am so worried about why I don’t make it clear, can I kill my life or What happened! In fact, I thought that someone could teach me a meal, and I slap that slap, although it hurts, wronged, but it seems to relieve me a bit.

Sometimes I am very angry with myself. Since I chose to be a bad person, I will do it all the time. I still want to do good people again. I also want to do it myself, but if I can mature, I will give you enough space to think from the beginning. It will not be the situation now, I am afraid to let go. You are a very emotional person, so I will worry about it. Actually, I told you very early. I want to help you share this big burden. Every time you tell me about this, I am very happy. I think The most you say is better than the heart, you need to burst, so that you can get rid of it slowly, so I listen as quietly as possible. But I didn't understand at that time. People's pain is often not because of new pain stabbing, but the habit of reading old memories. The pain is really true, but the reason is false. We have poisoned the past, subconscious. The pain is welcome, which is often because the present is very happy, and anxiety is just an illusion. We all have such a situation, just don't understand why.

When I called out the sisters of the university on Sunday, the result was nothing. They asked me why I didn't tell you, I said that I was afraid to add trouble to him. He said that he was afraid of stress and he endured it. I was smashed again and said that I was changing my brain with the piglet. This great thing is not what I should do. I have not sacrificed it for a long time, and I don’t know how to treat you. I don’t know how to make it to you. What! I am doing this for you, really to shame us! At night, I went to drink, 5 girls, I challenged the liquor, it was hot! I changed it back to the beer. When I forgot, I started to say Crazy, start crying. They said that I drank too much, and I was so sad that I couldn’t do it for one night. If I said a car myself, I never saw me. I looked at my heart and I didn’t remember it.

Perhaps it is only by laying down the chaotic thoughts, stabilizing the emotions, coordinating what is thought and thinking, and then seeing through their own hearts, only to have true communication and tolerance, calm and happiness, know how to deal with emotional distress, and see the way they should go. Otherwise, life will live in fear, fear that he will leave, he will be unfaithful, what he will, we can only passively, painfully respond, wasted time, and have a hard time. I began to try to let go of my embarrassment and let my heart gradually return to calmness and reason. I found that the thought at that moment was really negative. This is that I am not right. This kind of treatment is not responsible for you, so use this. The way to prove that you are important is only counterproductive. The more people who want to prove, the more crazy they will be. The more people who are asked to answer, the more they want to escape. The pursuit of one escapes, the life is only exhausted, and our hearts are also Torture is lifeless. As you said, this will ruin the future. In fact, at that time, I wanted to defend, but I couldn’t say anything when I looked at you. I always said that it was not my intention, because what I wanted to do was completely opposite to what you saw. I regret that I didn’t insist on saying it at the time. I regret that you mistakenly thought that I was such a girl and regretted it. . I can't understand why I didn't want to explain it at the time. I thought it would be simple to be a bad person, but I forgot to be a bad person, so I can't do bad people, because I can't afford it. I want to be a good person, can this serious result still allow me to make up? I am afraid to give you pressure again, I am sorry, I want to communicate with me, the result is not to communicate with me, everything is a choice, take a wrong step It’s about the south. Perhaps we inevitably love ourselves very much and self-directed. Because I want to hurry and fear losing, the result is difficult to satisfy. Even if I know that I want to respect each other, I have too much desire and confidence. Too many problems are that one person alone asks himself and self-responsibly, self-made crisis, and finally he can't recognize his own heart.

It seems that every step of love is a burden, not easy to bear. How to see through, how to get rid of, how to face, always the difficulty of life can not be separated. Some people say that you should not ignore everyone who appears around you. They may be your loved ones or loved ones in your previous life. In this way, life is more important in the world. However, we have no reason to live in the past, but we have the responsibility to live this life. Getting along with people around you is also a way to cultivate yourself. Their appearance and function are like lover. It is to reflect your own shortcomings, remind you to improve yourself, let go of your best, dazzle childhood or old love. Arrangement. One person is afraid of loneliness, two people are afraid of burdens, more people are afraid of stress, and the relationship between people is craving for people to suffocate. Because they still care about loneliness, they dare not assume the present, so they prefer to live in the past.

Having said that, it seems to be a bit off topic. I am a person who used to give myself the idea. Sometimes I think a lot. I finally found that it is mediocrity. I have never dared to face you for so long, because I hate it. My own fault, every time I see you, I try my best to smile, you also think that I can take care of myself, until this time I went to the hospital for examination, I felt so deeply for the first time that a life is such a big child to us. Said, really is not a casual topic, I have prayed many times, do not have something, do not want you to suffer again. You see, sincerity is spiritual. I also prayed that I can be forgiven, because my temperament makes things simple and complicated. In fact, the significance of reflection is that after a deep analysis, I find the root of the problem and avoid making the same mistakes later. Just as I walked through the stage of “noisy”, I learned to be quiet, and I understand that “noisy” can only push things in the wrong direction. Only when I bravely face the courage to bear, can I become more and more The stronger you are, the more beautiful the scenery you can see. Because the hardships and pains in life are the blessings that God gave us to make up.

It makes you feel uncomfortable, I am sorry, how many "sorry" to use is not enough. At the same time, I would also like to thank you, give me a process of thinking and reflecting, and I can't have any thoughts of hurting myself. Also, honesty and trust, telling the words in my heart, men and women have different ways of thinking, and communication is not good. Directly affect the stability of the relationship; for the past of the two individuals, with the words of an angel, love one must love him all, not only now and in the future, but also his past. I think that true love is the progress of both minds. It is full of patience and tolerance. I hope you can accept my review.

Finally, send you a sentence, let us share it - when you know how to cherish life, when you really live in the moment, the past is just the word "past". Everyone has a past, memories can make the present life smile, and it is not lived.