My "hard guy dream"

Many boys have a "hard guy dream" in their hearts, and I am no exception.
I don’t think it’s hard to be a tough guy, not a handsome poet, a wealthy suburban lord, or a woodpecker who cares like a tree in the woods. I don’t know. It may also be a hormone as a secret commander, let me see Harrison Ford, Clint Eastwood, Stallone, Bruce Willie, Schwarzenegger, Shangge Yundun, etc. There is an endless agitation and excitement.
When I was in the country, I watched John Wayne’s "Guanshan Feidu". In this movie, which was adapted from Mobosang’s novel "Sheep Ball", he wore a cowboy hat and wanted to be a director. A heroic painting that is strongly shaped to draw a milestone.
The next day, I came to the classroom, as if John Wayne had a possession, and there was a word in his mouth, his left hand was inserted in his waist, ready to take out the pistol in fantasy. The boy sitting in front of me is as usual, and his girl is arguing with a small table at the same table, but in my eyes, he has become a bad guy, and now he is turned into a national squad for everyone. I shouted, imitating the riding posture and rushing to him. He seems to be an elegant tourist who is suddenly caught by the savage in the jungle, screaming and twisting with me, the beautiful girl does not want to open our meaning, as if to appreciate the magnificent landscape of a certain civilization. With a smile, squinting at the eyes, staring at the "Quiet of the Millennium".
For me, the wild dreams in my heart are not the kind of muscles that are full of weightlifting athletes and the inexhaustible high-tech weapons that can be squandered. The image of a tough guy is more like a wild heart. You can feel the young taste of the world challenged by your gestures, like the blue sea beach in the hot summer. In this way, I prefer Jason Statham to muscle men like Schwarzenegger. In "The Death Squad", he wore a black jacket, riding a tough motorcycle, carrying his ex-girlfriend, and Haibian had an incumbent boyfriend who had violence against him. After smashing a group of pretender hypocrites, he passed through the sun-drenched basketball court and looked badly at the surprise and regretful old lovers.
In this way, I also buried wild locomotive feelings in my heart. One day, I thought about the raccoon-shaped cloud in high school. I must wear a black jacket, ride Harley, take the girl I like, and cross the golden desert. Or, like Bruce Willy in the Pulp Fiction, at the temporary motel, and the girls escaping the comedy-like pursuit.
At that time, I was also fascinated by Raymond Chandler’s detective novels. I often imitated the tone of the “hard man Marlow” and said, “You are a murderer!” I have read “Don't sleep,” “High Window,” After the book "The Woman at the Bottom of the Lake", I know that Chandler himself is also a full man. When he was in his twenties, he looked at other people's wives and pursued them. After many years, he finally got into his hands.
Most people have little dreams when they are adults. The saying "Wild Heart" is probably the best-selling hit song of Kaidi Perry's "TeenageDream". However, if there are no strange dreams, the world must be monotonous and lonely.