Face up to life, need courage

I have been afraid to face up to myself for a while, and I dare not watch the reports and programs about people with disabilities on TV. Because that period of time was the most painful time for me to come along, "class wind shut" tortured me so badly. Everything from head to toe, from finger to foot, every big and small joint can't move. Looking at the slowly deforming stiff fingers, fear grows deeper in my heart every day. I am afraid that one day I will be in bed. move.

Every time I go to the hospital for treatment, seeing those patients who are suffering from the same illness will always make my heart cool to the extreme. I remember once I saw two men in their 40s sitting in the corridor of the Shanghai Hospital. They looked very healthy on the surface, but when they got up and walked, the two legs seemed to be heavy and painful on the ground. Moving abruptly, both hands have been severely deformed and can't be called a hand. Seeing this scene, I really want to escape from that terrible place immediately, thinking over and over again in my mind: "Whenever I will be like this, this day is still dead!"

But every time I saw the anxious look of my family, I felt heartbroken again. I can't bear to let my parents worry about me any more. I can't bear to let my husband be too cold. I can't bear to let my daughter see the fragility of her mother. I can't bear to let all the friends who care about me worry too much, so I always treat myself. Said: "Strong, now that medicine is developing, there will always be a way. Persevere in the end is victory."

Although I was very desperate, I managed to face each day with a smile. Thinking about it now may be that my bravery touched the gods, let me overcome the disease and restore health. At that time, many friends and colleagues admired my perseverance. I received the most praise: "I really admire your strength!" Oh, I can only secretly smile. In fact, I really don't want that kind of strength. In fact, I have lost a lot of tears in the middle of the night. In fact, my heart has never dared to face up to the increasingly broken self.

However, life has to continue, rather than lamenting self-pity, it is better to face it. People have to be honed to be exhibitors. That is, since then, I have made myself strong and I have the courage to face everything. But there is still a shadow in my heart, and sometimes I still dare not face my fragile side.

Until one day I met one thing, I was deeply shocked!

It was a day after work after the Spring Festival. Because the company has to recruit a lot of operators because of business expansion, I am responsible for those jobs, so I have to receive a lot of people who come to the interview every day. There were a lot of people signing up that day. When it was noon, another person came over and asked: "Would you like to hire an operator here? I am going to sign up as an operator." I looked at the recruiter standing in front of me. There was a sadness in my heart that seemed to be short-circuited in my mind. This is a woman under the age of 30, wearing a very thick cotton jacket, the appearance of the dust, at first glance, came from outside to work. But her face, her broken face, people don't know how to describe it. Because the mouth is severely skewed to one side, the face and eyes on one side are greatly deformed, and a fierce look will make people feel trembled. If such a person comes to work, the company will definitely not be hired, but I can't bear to talk to her positively. I can only say, "Sorry, we are already full, and you can go to other units to see it." When I dismissed my words, I felt that my face was a bit hot and I didn't dare to face her. I didn't expect her to say to me: "I know that my appearance can't pass, but I can work, I can really do it. It is not my fault to have a disability. I also hope to have a normal face."

I am stunned, my face is like a slap in the face, hot and hot. Looking up at the woman quickly, I saw a pair of persevering but implied eyes. These eyes are telling me how many difficulties and censures she has encountered along the way. These eyes tell me that she will face life and face life with strength. This requires a strong courage!

There will always be ups and downs in people's lives. It is normal to have pain in life. It is normal to have happiness. Just as the weather will be fine and cloudy. Sunny days can be pleasing, and rainy days can be pleasing. Because sunny weather can make everything move, rainy days can make plants moist and grow. Everything will happen, just see how your mind is adjusted. After encountering difficulties, if you want to revitalize your life, you need to find yourself a reason to stay away from the pain to settle your heart and bravely face life.

In front of this woman with a broken face, she must have endured more pain than ordinary people, but when she can show her courage to face herself, I believe that her future life journey will live calmly and live herself!

Those who have courage will have faith in their hearts!

So, what about me? Smart friends, what about you? How should we face it?