No tomorrow that can't be reached

I never feel that people grow up to prove that they were unrealistic and naive before. Dreams are used to achieve them, but they are too easy to achieve. It is not a dream.

A roommate in Melbourne used to call me suddenly, and it was almost 3 am when I was here. He let me guess where he is now, I said, you are not in Melbourne, where can you go. He said very mysteriously, not awkward, I am in Spain now. Then I suddenly stopped. Because a long time ago, I saw photos about Spain in a "everyone" album. At that time, I told him that Spain is so beautiful, I must go once in the future. What I didn't think of was that when I was going to forget the idea that I had flashed, his phone came. In the end, the person who stood where I want to go is not me.

After hanging up the phone, I don’t know why, what appeared in my mind is the fragment of "When Happiness Comes Knocking on the Door", when the male protagonist is the most destitute, he spends the night in the toilet of the station. It is only 20 cents on his body. But he never gave up.

If you have a dream, you must defend it.

The daughter of my dad's colleague, I have been high for several times. When I was in high school, she had been abroad for two years, and our teacher was the same. In the second year of high school, the teacher read a letter to us, which she sent back from the UK. She said that she is doing very well now, thank you for the teacher's teaching that year, and finally the teacher slowly read the last words of the letter - from Cambridge. At that time, I was blinded at once, and I only thought about the kind of school. Later, I was fortunate to meet her. I said a word that I still remember, she said, because I want to live my life. She always remembers a word: a lot of things are like travel, when you decide to start, the most difficult part is actually completed.

Suddenly I thought of myself. When I first went abroad, I was three months away from my 17th birthday. The strange thing is that at the airport, I didn't think so uneasy. I just told myself that this road is your own choice, and you have to go anyway. However, studying abroad is not as smooth as I thought.

Then one day, I saw Leo on Facebook, an Australian local guy, and his performance was so good. The most valuable thing is that his character is still very good, and his ability to do things is so strong. I started talking to Leo about my recent life, and later I became complaining. When I said a lot, after a long time, I saw the words he sent. He said, I can't afford the iPhone, which is everywhere in you. I am earning my tuition now. Although you are far away from home, your parents have been funding you from behind. Every day, you Doing such a little thing, why can't you support it, are you qualified? Those who are tired than you are not saying anything, those who are better than you are much harder than you, what qualifications are you here? moan and groan.

Then he said to me what I have been remembering until now: either go home or fight.

I suddenly woke up. I always saw only the shining spots on those gleaming people, but I didn't know what kind of price they paid, but they exchanged for such a life. What qualifications do I have to complain here?

I have always felt that my youth is very bitter. I always wonder if there will be a future in this way. I have not been able to have a sense of belonging to this city that does not belong to me from beginning to end. Many of my thoughts just flashed past. Why do you know that time is so little, youth is so short, and the one who thinks the most is not how to approach the dream, but repeatedly uneasiness and doubt?

I finally felt that those days that stayed up late would eventually let me meet my ending. From the moment I left home, I was doomed to the youth I could not look back. I remember that I didn’t sleep for the last night and went to the mountains to watch the sunrise. I listened to them talking about my previous life, and I realized that no matter how happy and superficial the person is, no matter how bright and beautiful the person looks, they all have their own knots. . Just as youth is destined to drift and vain, the tears that have flowed through, the suffering that has been suffered, there is always a day in the past.

When a person is in his early 20s, there is nothing but a little youth, but the few youths you have can determine what kind of person you become. Often what kind of person you will become in the future is what you want at this stage. A person can go to a few places where he wants to go, can see a few unforgettable scenery, can read a few paragraphs that change your life, and how many unforgettable trips can you experience?

Just like singing in the song: I can't get older here. I want to do something that will smile when I am 80 years old before I get older.

I think that the best way for a person is to calm down, even if one lives, crosses one city after another, walks one street after another, looks up to another sky, witnesses once and again. Then when others question you, you can say to yourself with a clear conscience, although every step is very slow, but I have not retreated.