Just because I grew up

To: my sister

I don't know when, my phone no longer shows your SMS.

I don't know when, my voice is no longer ringing in my ear.

I don't know when, I saw that you are no longer talking on the qq line.

I don't know when I called, but I don't know what to say to you...

I bluntly said that I missed you, then listened to the hard smile on the other end of the phone.

At that time, holding each other on the road, they seemed to be separated by such a distance.

Maybe it’s really that we grew up. It’s no longer a frivolous little girl. I won’t share the most beloved stickers with you. You won’t pull me and ask me to accompany you to buy cheap snacks. I won't tell you who I was bullied today and then pitifully ask you to retaliate.

I really forgot, from when we have been in contact for a long time, even if it is a long and boring holiday, it will only meet several times.

Go shopping together, take a look at a few clothes, eat a meal, then break up and go back to your home, and the news of each other sinks into the sea again.

I used to be very proud to believe that each other’s friendship will really take care of myself. I have been worried about you. The girl who has suffered a heartache is really in your heart, as you said.

I even thought that our friendship was heading for the abyss that never recovered, and there will never be a day to look back.

I seem to be losing you bit by bit, losing all your connivance and care, as if the hand that was being held was suddenly put down, and the heart that originally ran to heaven could no longer find its way.

I remembered that you and I were lying on a big bed and chatting to the middle of the night. At that time, the whole body was full of your warm atmosphere. Now, we got what we called the things we had longed for, right? Losing you for the price, I don't want to, don't.

Suppose we are still the little girl who is ignorant and ignorant. You can still take my hand and buy the ice cream we love, or you can pull my hand and go wherever we want to go.

Don't forget the distance because of the new friendship. Well, I just don't want to lose you. I don't want to lose you a little bit.

Can I never go back when I was young?

Second day: Wang Yingying