If I am not strong, who is vulnerable to me?

That touch of the sun, can not warm the hearts of people.

In the face of the red and enchanting test papers, I am exceptionally calm. I suddenly doubted my ideals. I know that ideals are beautiful and reality is real. I am also ready to face the reality, but when this day really comes, I am a little overwhelmed. My thoughts also danced with the dying leaves, and finally the dust settled.

I know that the world will not change because of me. I know that the earth will not stop moving because of me. The only thing I can do is to change myself. The world is vast and the people are cold; no one will be sad because of my departure, no one will cry because of my disappearance, so I can only rely on myself; if I am not strong, who is vulnerable to me.

I suddenly relieved, and the pay does not necessarily have a result, but if I don’t pay it, there will be no result. When we face failure and setbacks, we can't be a clown, let others see jokes; our life, we must not be so shackled, the only one who can change this is not others, is the dearest one.

The horizon, the touch of the sun, red like blood, charming like light.

Second day: Zhu Yingmei